future

[baldapple]

 Suddenly I'm scared of the future, one more year to graduation and I'll have to find a job. I'm scared I can't find a job in banking and finance. Then my 3 years of torturing myself with Economics will go to waste. My grades are like shit. Fuck. I don't wanna be stuck with some shitty admin job that I hate. If I can't do what I like, then I want to do something that earns me alot of money. I don't have anything that I'd love as a job so obviously I'm stuck with the second option. Fuck man. I'm considering taking a 2nd degree but that's fucking dumb. I'll probably take CFA (fuck more studying) -Charted Financial Analyst course and we'll see how.

I better study a fucking lot harder, fuck fuck fuck!