no matter
I want to be more active here, but I have a dilemma: the vast majority of my life right now is my job, and I can't write freely about my job.
I fall back on generalities. I would like to not work nights anymore -- it makes sharing life with Velma very hard, and kills my social life. But it's clear right now that my chances for advancement are connected with continuing to work nights. Those chances for advancement seem very good; but then I may be even more tied to night work.
But right now I have no other realistic career possibilities, apart from temp work, or, slowly, going back to school -- and having even less life than I do now.
I'm not unhappy. But I am stressed, and emotionally swinging back and forth in my attitude toward my work.
As for creativity, forget it.
I fall back on generalities. I would like to not work nights anymore -- it makes sharing life with Velma very hard, and kills my social life. But it's clear right now that my chances for advancement are connected with continuing to work nights. Those chances for advancement seem very good; but then I may be even more tied to night work.
But right now I have no other realistic career possibilities, apart from temp work, or, slowly, going back to school -- and having even less life than I do now.
I'm not unhappy. But I am stressed, and emotionally swinging back and forth in my attitude toward my work.
As for creativity, forget it.