Dec 11, 2005 22:53
ok, so i realize that no one that is going to read this knows who or what i'm talking about, but i feel the need to write.
after 7 months of no more than two words to eachother robbie talk sto me, only to tell me that he has cancer, hogkins disease, he says it's curable, and i'm still worried. i mean, i lost my great grandma to cancer, and two of my grandma's. i couldn't deal with it if i lost yet another person, even if he doesn't mean as much to me as he once did.
i think i found a room mate for when i move out in june/july next year. steffanie, from work, she's just about the most amazing person.. ever. she's hilarious as all get out and we ahh sofa king we tar did. (nuff said.)
school's going well, i have a speech due tomorrow, fourth period, and just like i have always done before, i haven't even started. so typical of me, procrastinating to the very last minute.
i'm so, angrymadsaddepressed... wow, i've made a new word. boys. boys. boys.
why the hell can't they just know that i like them and like me back without looking at me and saying, "she's fat, let's not give her a chance."