hello
hey everyone. what's going on? every thing in my life seems like shit right now. we have no money, but i dont care bout money. my fucking family is falling apart. i miss josh, and it seems like when everyhting starts getting good between us, shit just falls apart. he says that i put jo over him. and i never did that. he knows that he is #1 on my list, and i love him more than anything. josh is the only thing that i care bout right now, and i cant even be with him. he's the only thing that makes me happy, and i cant get through to him. my life really sucks right now, and i hate everything. and on top of that, i got 1 year probation. drug tests, and fines, and the whole deal. god shit really sucks, and i guess the only thing to do about everything is to pray. god please help me.
Jana
Jana