life in ellijay
well everything has been sucking pretty bad. josh's dad found out that we were together, so he wont let us see each other anymore. damn i really miss him. he is the first person that i have gotten attached to since all that drama with drew and jamie. i have been so depressed. things are jsut so screwed up, and i dont think that i can take the pressure any more. im so sad. i cry myself to sleep every night and it feels like nothing ever gets better. and it seems like the whole world is gonna come crashing down on me all at once. i cant take the pain anymore. it's jsut crazy to go from being with someone every day and night and haveing them there no matter what, to them not even being able to call you on the phone. his dad like threatened to take away his cell phone and his tv and stero. im jsut sick of all the bull shit. well ima go. peace out. later.
Jana
Jana