here ya go

[balbin]

I've realized that there are so many girls that are special to me, just not THE special one. Its funny, girls tell me that i am the sweetest and any girl would be lucky to have me...well then how come the girls saying it dont want to be with me?? I realize that they are probably just saying it to be nice, but they always seem so genuine. I know

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[anonymous]

Thank you allie for always being my friend... and to all those who use to be my friend and have since posted rude comments about mine and brett's relationship.. should all feel a little stupid. Brett and mine's relationship was great thing and some great things need to come to an end. I am sorry that I hurt him, But it wasn;t that long ago that all of you were encouraging him to hurt. It's life things happen, people change and thats when you find out who your true friends. I know ya'll are just trying to be good friends, and I know you are, but I am sorry to say but you hurt my feelings. I never cheated on Brett, things just started bad in college.. Relationships are hard to maintain, Mike you of all people should know about that. I am sure you and Rebecca were really happy and yet things go sour. Life throws unexpected turns. I hold alot of respect for you, but at the same time- I lost alot of it because of what you said. We use to be good friends. I was there for you when you and Katie were having problems. I am sorry I hurt your friend- Brett knows how sorry I am and how much I care about him. Can we just all drop this... It's ridiculous how mean and cruel everyone could be. I am 19 years old and I can make my own decisions, I dont need to be critiqued about these choices. Everyone is being hypocritical and just as Brett is done writing in this damn journal, I am done reading it. So if you have anything else to say about mine and Brett's relationship or me in general as a person say it me not to the entire would and this journal which should have been a good thing but took a frickin' turn for the worst.
Lauren McGurn
P.S. It's pixymc10 say it to me!

[balbin]

im sorry for writing some of the things i did...i guess i was just frustrated. And even tho i had a right to be, u have a right to do what u feel is best. I apologize for myself and anyone else who has said anything stupid. Im not mad at my friends, because of course they are just being good friends. But u know that i care about u and that i would never want to say anything to hurt u. Thank u for being there for me and know that i am always here. ~ Brett