and the Dukies have fallen...
I've realized that i am in my worst moods when Duke loses. I just get so angry and sad inside. I realized tonight, while watching the game, that i honestly love Duke basketball. A lot of the same feelings that i have felt before involving love were running through my heart. When Duke lost to Maryland last week, i honestly wanted to kill Gary Williams. I know its horrible but thats just how i felt. Anyway, enough with the raging temper. Those of u who know me know that i am a fairly easy going, nice enough guy. I guess i just get sooo confused sometimes. No, thats it, im not confused. I know what i want. You are in my dreams nearly every night. Some mornings i wake up and hate myself for ending the dream before its perfect ending. I think about u, because i cant stop. Its not that i want to...but y not do it when it makes everything in my life seem so much better. Its like everything else takes a back seat to the way i feel about u. I guess i should be thankful for having someone to feel this way about...but i know im scared. Scared that u dont feel the same way. Scared that i might never have the person that makes me so happy. Scared that i could be missing out on the greatest person and experience of my life. Alright im tired and i need to go to bed.