back to normal
So im kinda sad with everybody going back to school with me staying here. But even though i am kinda sad, i know its only temporary. I love being away at college, and i love all of my friends in Iowa City, but i know that i am going to be more happy with what i am doing. I am really happy with what i am doing and with what i have already done. I guess the big college party thing just isnt for me. There are probably a lot of people who think im crazy for giving up the college life and instead, want to work my ass off for something that is not a guarantee. Sometimes i do think im crazy, but then i think about how i am going to feel in 10 years. I think i would regret just getting through life instead of trying to do something that means so much to me. How things turn out in the next couple of years is going to tell me what kind of person i am. I agree with the saying "all that matters is that u do ur best." But what does that say about a person if their best is not good enough? I dont know how i am giong to feel about this a year from now. All i know is how i feel right now. Do what u want in life right now...because before u know it, u wont be able to go back and do what u really wanted to.