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the world seems to move slower when you're alone. sort of like trying to run through water. usually i'm happy that way, or at least i dont notice it, god knows its self inflicted but recently its been a bit too much even for me. wake up at 4:30 in the morning go to work get home at 7 at night and i feel like going out and doing something but the only two friends i've kept are usually busy, maybe thats why i kept them around. minnie has been a godsend, those afternoon ims at work although short (i hate typing with my phone) really mean alot. eventually i'll get through this, at least i hope so, i know i dont always feel this way and for now that will have to be enough

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-Q5t4Q26o0