Still sick
School:
getting back into is hard but im getting back to it slowly. Being a senior is kinda kool. I still have to drop physics and math12 to get comp. graphics and caligraphy. i keep telling myself its the last year so just stick it out...
Relationship:
Couldnt be better. Weird shit went down yesterday with both of us (Im really sorry for what it was like, we'll talk more today). Other than that I've realized over and over not to take anything for granted, and that I have the best girlfreind ever.
Band:
Practice has been really good recently...we're getting things done slower than we had in the past, but we all like it and it sounds better. Balance. I want to play a show so bad!!!!
Personal:
Im not really sure...Ive been in a good mood, but its a strugle to make myself that way so its not even worth it. I thought school would be easy because Im a senior and all of my friends who were said it was so easy, early release, all of which I dont have yet. I thought classical was going to be fun... I havent even started on my left hand yet and its hard and boring. But I have to stick it out. I got a letter the other day for auditions, in february! Ill have been playing for 5 months, against kids who have been playing for at least 5 years...wonderful. I need to change. not who I am, but what Im doing with who I am. "Love is about sacrafice." How am I suposed to sacrafice if you wont let me? I cant even go around you for your own good.
- A lost cause
getting back into is hard but im getting back to it slowly. Being a senior is kinda kool. I still have to drop physics and math12 to get comp. graphics and caligraphy. i keep telling myself its the last year so just stick it out...
Relationship:
Couldnt be better. Weird shit went down yesterday with both of us (Im really sorry for what it was like, we'll talk more today). Other than that I've realized over and over not to take anything for granted, and that I have the best girlfreind ever.
Band:
Practice has been really good recently...we're getting things done slower than we had in the past, but we all like it and it sounds better. Balance. I want to play a show so bad!!!!
Personal:
Im not really sure...Ive been in a good mood, but its a strugle to make myself that way so its not even worth it. I thought school would be easy because Im a senior and all of my friends who were said it was so easy, early release, all of which I dont have yet. I thought classical was going to be fun... I havent even started on my left hand yet and its hard and boring. But I have to stick it out. I got a letter the other day for auditions, in february! Ill have been playing for 5 months, against kids who have been playing for at least 5 years...wonderful. I need to change. not who I am, but what Im doing with who I am. "Love is about sacrafice." How am I suposed to sacrafice if you wont let me? I cant even go around you for your own good.
- A lost cause