Jun 28, 2003 14:31
The person's life that I love is being ruined right in front of me and I cant do anything about it. This is the worst feeling in the world. Worse than being cheated on, stabbed in the back, or anything I've ever felt. I've tried over and over, time and time again to no avail. I hate this. The whole thing with douche bag is finally over, so its nothing to do with him. I just cant believe how bad this past week has been for her and I. We barley got to see each other, and when we did, we were surronded by people or interupted by the same. I wish it was my life being ruined instead of yours. I can take anything thrown at me, but I cant change it when its thrwon at someone else. This post is pointless, as is all of them. I hope Hellfest brings something in me out. This torture needs to end. I cant do a single thing about it, thats the worst part. Believe me Ive tried, my hardest, never was good enough though. Please dont say your sorry, your not causing me any pain. Its this never-eneding situation your stuck in that is.