Jul 31, 2004 22:20
I've been on the edge of tears all day. I dont know if many of you ever experience that feeling, but I suppose you can guess at what it might be like.
Coming home tonight I made a left turn and bumpped up on the edge of the curb because I was so tired and crying over nothing as I drove. My dad was in the Z4, right behind me. As we pulled up to the next red light I rolled down my window and yelled towards the little convertable, "I've never done that before! God... i'm so tired..." He just laughed and said, "Yeah... right" in a sarcastic tone. I rolled up my window and watched him anticipate the green light. I thought, "I hate it when people anticipate lights" In that very second the light turned green. I pressed down on the gas and my little civic zoomed. My dad had not been paying attention. I was just being playful because I wanted to show him that anticipating the light was dumb. Just then the BMW zooms past me and hops in front of me. You win, Pops. Through my drippy tears I started laughing.
I probably wont ever forget that moment-- as silly as it really was. Moments like that with my dad are the times I know I do love him and he really cares. He knows just how to cheer me up, even if it's just for a second.
=)
Goodnight, I need some sleep before I cry again-- oh wait... that's already happening. AHHHHH GOODNIGHT!!!