May 07, 2004 12:38
Sorry that I haven't written in awhile, but things aren't exactly great around here. My hand and fingers are freezing, my toes and feet are freezing, and my nose and ears are freezing.
Well, I wish that I could say things were getting better, but the situation seems to keep getting worse every day. Just when I think the storm is about to die down, and the snow will finally start melting, it just roars up again, and to shatter my once pleasant hopes.
I haven't seen anyone besides Matron and Elle for the past month! Don't get me wrong, I like them both, but I really need to see Squall again.
Elle isn't talking much. Matron and I can't figure out what is wrong with her. She hardly eats, and sleeps most of the time. I am really worried that things are going to take a turn for the worse.
I hope that Selphie, Irvine, Zell, Squall, Quisty and everyone else that I forgot to mention is okay. Things are starting to look grim, and I just want everyone to be alright. They are the best friends that I have ever had, and I would really hate to lose any of them. Especially Squall. If Squall died, then I would literally die too. We've been through too much together, and seen so much in each other's prescence, that I think it would be the same for him. I love him so much, and I don't know what I would do if I ever lost him.
Well, that's enough sulking for now. I will write again after the blood gets flowing back into my fingers.