Eyes on me, me, me. ...Plz.
Name: Mackensey. (Yes, I've applied before as destatisspiral. And I'm totally fine with Seifer, but I want to see if I'm still Seifer-esque or if I've changed. I hope this is okay and that I've not overlooked something in the rules.)
Nicknames: Kensey, Kenz, Knz
Age: 20
Gender: Boobs, again. I am fine being voted female or male.
Interests: How the mind works, though I focus on trying to figure myself out most of the time. The theatre, acting, singing, music, creation. Love. Sex. Writing. Handwriting -- I find it fascinating. Journals (usually of the tangible nature, though these are rather lovely as well). Drawing/art/glitter glue/creating things with odd ... things. (Sleep deprivation makes any eloquence I may or may not possess fly out the window...) Fencing/some kind of physical activity that is akin to fighting. Laughter -- Kids in the Hall and Monty Python are awesome. Playing musical instruments, etc. The unknown. Astrology, Numerology... things that make me think I'm gaining a glimpse into myself. Ways to better myself and become the best at what I do, and better yet, some kind of magical motivation plan to get me there.
Pet Peeves: People who list my downfalls continuously and rarely mention my good qualities. Abuse and cruelty to animals. Being ignored. Rejection. Lack of sleep. Annoying people. People who try to dictate my life. Being lied to, even though I am guilty of it myself.
Hobbies/Talents: I do a lot with my tangible journals, but I usually don't write in them. Collages, drawings, lists, odd things like that... (I do have one or two journals I write in, I take it back.) I sing, and it is one of the most freeing hobbies I have. I'm a musical theatre fanatic, but I don't limit myself to just that genre of music. I act, and just finished up a play this past April. I'm artsy-fartsy and eccentric.
Dreams/Ambitions: To move to Vancouver to continue my studies, reunite with some friends (maybe) and check out the theatre scenes there and in Seattle. From there, I have two that are above all else. I want to be a successful, famous, well-loved and adored and talented, HAPPY performer/singer/actress on Broadway for the rest of my life, and as sappy as this shit will be, I want the love of my life to be with me throughout it all and feel just as passionately as I feel for him/her.
Strengths: When I truly believe in something, I will stand up for it and fight. I'm artsy. I'm eccentric. I'm full of quirks that make me light and playful, but I'm also fucked up enough that I have -- not to go emo/dramatic/what-have-you, here -- a dark side that makes me see things from a completely different angle which, in the end, I think is good because balance is good. Though I'm currently doing what I can to get away from this, I'm a pushover at times due to my kind nature. I am extremely giving and more likely than not wouldn't hesitate to give you something of mine if you glanced at it and said, "Oh, that's cool."
Weaknesses: I am way too hard on myself. I over-analyze everything that I do. Some of my strengths are also my weaknesses, but I'm pretty sure those are apparent. I am absolutely controlled by my emotions at times; sadness, anger/frustration, apathy, whatever. (Is apathy even considered an emotion? Yay sleep deprivation.) When I get angry, I get violent-ish. Never to anyone else, or myself, just an occasional punch to a wall here and there. I can be lazy. I'm so wrapped up in myself and my own problems that I'm detached from other people, even those I care about, and now it's hard for me to try and reconnect.
Optimistic or Pessimistic: A pessimist who struggles to be an optimist.
Hyper, Calm, or Somewhere in Between? Somewhere in between.
Impulsive or Cautious: Hate to pull a typical answer, here, but it truly depends on the situation. I'll go with impulsive, though.
Outgoing or Shy: Another "Depends..." but I am trying to be more outgoing when I need to be.
Mature or Immature?: I'm mature in some areas, and immature in others. Aren't we all...?
Leader or Follower?: The fact that I've been such a follower for so long makes me sick. I want to be a leader, and that's what I intend to become.
What are the 3 top characteristics you look for in a friend? Common interests, understanding, and trustworthiness.
Are you more of a lover or a fighter? I've never really thought about it. Both?
What's your fighting style (FF or RL-verse)? I'd love to use magic, sometimes with a sword yielding that magic...
Finally, if a situation isn't going the way you like, what do you do about it? Raise hell until SOMETHING happens.
Pictures (optional):
One
Friend of mine spiffed this up.
Yeah.
I ish hiding.
And I ish apparently part alien, or something.
The end.
Anything else we should know?: Again, I'm totally fine with being voted as Seifer again, if that's who youse guys think I'm most like. And I'm fine being voted as someone else. The curiosity is buggin' me, though!