Poor Chris
Chris is taking his ASVAB today. he left this morning and apparently had a very long day. and i dont even getta talk to him. We are at dads, and he called moms looking for me, and its too close to lights out for him to call me here. but he did talk to mommy for a little bit, so i imagine he is feeling atleast a little better, mommy has a tendency to be able to make upset people feel better. i wish i coulda talked to him, he prolly wishes so too. poor boy. he gets back tomorrow, altho prolly not til late. so i wont getta talk to him til he gets back home. but mom is gonna take us for our lunch at Torerros, so i am super excited about that.
i have decided not to do winterguard this season, but i am definately doing fall guard. and Aly is prolly gonna do fall guard with me. she was gonna do winterguard, but decided not to since im doing it. :D aly loves me:D i find it pretty cool that she finds me cool enough to be the reason shed do guard. makes me feel special.
i am not willing, nor do i have, the time to put into it that they are requiring. and it wouldnt be fair to them for me to not be there and not be as devoted and have the work down as well they do, and in essence, bring them down. i am very excited about fall guard tho.
we had a pep assembly today, and i was watching the cabaret perform, and it made me ache watching them perform because i missed it SO much. performing is probably my favorite part of guard. altho just guard practices are super awesome too, "if i had a nickel....." oh dear. i dont actually miss guard so much as spending time with all the girls, and with karla and with amanda. altho thats not true. i love learning new work,doing run throughs,and when i finally get how to do something really hard. like that awesome body work that went with the killer flag work. so, i lied. i miss guard, and spending time with all the girls and what not. *sigh* im making myself even more sad than i already am, i guess its time to go.
i have decided not to do winterguard this season, but i am definately doing fall guard. and Aly is prolly gonna do fall guard with me. she was gonna do winterguard, but decided not to since im doing it. :D aly loves me:D i find it pretty cool that she finds me cool enough to be the reason shed do guard. makes me feel special.
i am not willing, nor do i have, the time to put into it that they are requiring. and it wouldnt be fair to them for me to not be there and not be as devoted and have the work down as well they do, and in essence, bring them down. i am very excited about fall guard tho.
we had a pep assembly today, and i was watching the cabaret perform, and it made me ache watching them perform because i missed it SO much. performing is probably my favorite part of guard. altho just guard practices are super awesome too, "if i had a nickel....." oh dear. i dont actually miss guard so much as spending time with all the girls, and with karla and with amanda. altho thats not true. i love learning new work,doing run throughs,and when i finally get how to do something really hard. like that awesome body work that went with the killer flag work. so, i lied. i miss guard, and spending time with all the girls and what not. *sigh* im making myself even more sad than i already am, i guess its time to go.