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Just a little notice I've been messing around with my LJ entreies. Deleted a couple, mainly that one from the other day... I don't really want to be reminded of my lowest point as well as having people fight all over the comments page. Forgive me if sometims I block commenting, then again I think I'll just not post shitty posts >>;;;;
Well today was badish.... woke up at like 1pm. Not good. I feel a bit off this morning and I'm not sure why but I wish I had some Red Bull T___T it always perks me up, but no, all I have is jelly...... or jello as you guys might call it >>;; I think I might actually be in a mood to do some school work today so I'll try do as much as I can, mostly catching up with the notes on Brave New World and maybe starting some notes for art. I want to make a cool front page with animeness and all paint dripping down and I have it all in my head but I dunno if I can do it. Being in a giant artistic slump doesn't help. Also, my teacher gave me a brilliant idea for my next piece of coursework, she wants me to have two people, heads together, doing the peace signs and looking up into like a camera phone or something. Then I thought, why not add a print club frame!? Afterall, print club photos are like a total popcult thing in Japan. Now I just need a friend to let me use them in my coursework >>;; I always end up using myself though and I hate it bleck! Having to stare at yourself for Ra knows how many hours is such a self esteem killer.
I want more pastry.... after eating that croissant yesterday... even if it was squished and gross, I want more >.< I also keep wanting steak. Lot's and lot's of steak! Seriously even after finishing at TGI's when I felt full and sick from the massive popcorn sundea me and Laura ate, I still could have easily managaged a few more steaks. Ever since eating that first ever medium-rare steak.. covered in blood and all pink and tender....... -drools-
*cough* b-but yeah.... >>;;;;; I really want to eat a steak again. I wouldn't mind trying a rare one to see if it's any nicer. I am defiantely going to TGI's for my birthday this year. Well I'll probably end up going to 2 places this year, one with my parents and another with my friends. Though my dad said he wants to go to TGI's so I'll go there with my parents... might either go to Red Hot Buffet Shack with my friends/// except they don't serve Japanese food =___= They're supposed to buy our one sucks. So maybe Flaming Dragon. Then I can have my first try of sushi, takoyaki and onigiri ^^
I'll stop rambling on about resdturants now it's making me hella hungry. And I have no food T___T
N'also, I'm totally back into Gackt now ^^ I downloaded a few of their songs though I can't fit them all on my iPod. Lately I've just been mass downloading songs that I won't even be able to put on till I get my iPod Video in a months time =3 'kay a month and 3 days but so what xD
Beware I will start the countdown on the 1st of October!