life goes on
"I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90 how I react to it." - Charles Swindoll
Good quote! If only I could act to it
These last two weeks have been horrible.
Lost my job and got a 500 dollar ticket - court is july 12th. Uh fuck.
Got pulled over twice in a matter of 12 hours and would have been let go but dad doesn't know how to put the new regestrations in the car when he switches the insurance so I'm fucked for that. 25 dollar fine each thanks to officer Swarenson who some how got in touch with the 2nd cop and told him to give me a break. So b/c of him I'm not in jail right now b/c that's the third time so far :)
And putting up with Ryan's gay attitude for the last week. I'm just waiting for him to heal. Dumb bitch.
It's driving me fucking crazy. And I can't hit him anymore b/c the fucker just got his wisdom teeth pulled. omg he acts like it's the end of the world ...today is the 5th day so I'm sure he isn't so moody.
Idk though...maybe I won't hang out with him today.
Moms getting mad that I hang out with him all day everyday.
That's why I need a fucking job. :(.
Ew and I feel so wrong doing it. I'm not doing it anymore not until after I get married. Fuck that.
And yesterday I made this to-do list and ryan made fun of me :(
But I'm going to try to accomplish all 15 things before summer ends.
I guess mom fractured her bone? I'm so lost no one ever tells me anything anymore...
So I guess this would be a bad time to let her know I'm leaving tomorrow morning to go up north with his family and relatives until monday..
Idc I'm 18 - I'll just go.
I want to move out so bad but 1. I have no money 2. I'd be scared to sleep alone even though Ryan would be there every night 3. I would save a lot of money staying home for a couple more years. But I just can't stand it I can't take living with Karolin anymore or mom or Stephanie sometimes. They're just so annoying it pisses me off.
Wow it's 5:30 a.m. and I'm up updating.
I think I am going to finish the storage room downstairs and make it like my mini apartment...
It would be so tight cause it's sooo big for a regular bedroom. It would take a lot of work and time and money which btw I currently don't have....along with a cell phone cause it broke and mom won't buy me another one cause I'm jobless oh and they also took away my car keys so my car is like sleeping in the garage right now :)
I hate it. So much. But what are you gonna do huh
I need a job to save up money for college. I want to work at a bank because Ryan's mom said I can move up at Banks so I figured I'll start off as a tellar go to college get my associates and become a loan officer at a bank instead of doing real estate?
who knows dude.
i just want to go up north for a couple of days and forget everything right now. I'll worry about it when I come back.
oh and last night I promised myself I would never smoke another cigarette ever again.
theres number 7 on my to-do list :)
see ya
Good quote! If only I could act to it
These last two weeks have been horrible.
Lost my job and got a 500 dollar ticket - court is july 12th. Uh fuck.
Got pulled over twice in a matter of 12 hours and would have been let go but dad doesn't know how to put the new regestrations in the car when he switches the insurance so I'm fucked for that. 25 dollar fine each thanks to officer Swarenson who some how got in touch with the 2nd cop and told him to give me a break. So b/c of him I'm not in jail right now b/c that's the third time so far :)
And putting up with Ryan's gay attitude for the last week. I'm just waiting for him to heal. Dumb bitch.
It's driving me fucking crazy. And I can't hit him anymore b/c the fucker just got his wisdom teeth pulled. omg he acts like it's the end of the world ...today is the 5th day so I'm sure he isn't so moody.
Idk though...maybe I won't hang out with him today.
Moms getting mad that I hang out with him all day everyday.
That's why I need a fucking job. :(.
Ew and I feel so wrong doing it. I'm not doing it anymore not until after I get married. Fuck that.
And yesterday I made this to-do list and ryan made fun of me :(
But I'm going to try to accomplish all 15 things before summer ends.
I guess mom fractured her bone? I'm so lost no one ever tells me anything anymore...
So I guess this would be a bad time to let her know I'm leaving tomorrow morning to go up north with his family and relatives until monday..
Idc I'm 18 - I'll just go.
I want to move out so bad but 1. I have no money 2. I'd be scared to sleep alone even though Ryan would be there every night 3. I would save a lot of money staying home for a couple more years. But I just can't stand it I can't take living with Karolin anymore or mom or Stephanie sometimes. They're just so annoying it pisses me off.
Wow it's 5:30 a.m. and I'm up updating.
I think I am going to finish the storage room downstairs and make it like my mini apartment...
It would be so tight cause it's sooo big for a regular bedroom. It would take a lot of work and time and money which btw I currently don't have....along with a cell phone cause it broke and mom won't buy me another one cause I'm jobless oh and they also took away my car keys so my car is like sleeping in the garage right now :)
I hate it. So much. But what are you gonna do huh
I need a job to save up money for college. I want to work at a bank because Ryan's mom said I can move up at Banks so I figured I'll start off as a tellar go to college get my associates and become a loan officer at a bank instead of doing real estate?
who knows dude.
i just want to go up north for a couple of days and forget everything right now. I'll worry about it when I come back.
oh and last night I promised myself I would never smoke another cigarette ever again.
theres number 7 on my to-do list :)
see ya