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I WANT THIS BAD FEELING TO GO AWAY.
I hate this.
I want to be happy and feel good about myself and have this guilt go away.
I can't have fun, I can't sleep, I can't draw. I can't do anything.
I want to talk about it but I don't know who to talk to or how to do it.
I feel trapped. I'm reverting back to my old hyper-introverted self with unbearable social anxiety and it feels terrible.
I miss him. All I /can/ do is think about the things I should have done. The things I wanted to do.
Everybody out there, love everyone in your life with all your heart. Tell them so. You never know when they will be taken away from you.
I hate this.
I want to be happy and feel good about myself and have this guilt go away.
I can't have fun, I can't sleep, I can't draw. I can't do anything.
I want to talk about it but I don't know who to talk to or how to do it.
I feel trapped. I'm reverting back to my old hyper-introverted self with unbearable social anxiety and it feels terrible.
I miss him. All I /can/ do is think about the things I should have done. The things I wanted to do.
Everybody out there, love everyone in your life with all your heart. Tell them so. You never know when they will be taken away from you.