Holy fucksickle
I have been working my ass off lately. I had 313 emails, with literally only like 20 to read, and only 5 intersting ones that have nothing to do with my ebay x-mas shoppin.
This morning I woke up at 4am got to Toys R' Us and worked 5-1 came back played some duck hunt, went to DD did a 3-7 shift there got picked up by Jamieson went to AA in Norwood went to the 9's and back home. it's 1am I've been awake for too long. way too fucking long. good thing I only have to work 11-4 2morrow.
I know it's been a wicked long time since I updated and it's crazy all the shit that can happen in 20 days or so, or however long it has been. My heart is racing, and my energy is so high, and i can't stop fuckin smiling. it's insane, there's something very special about Jamieson. I like him more everyday. I really really like him, to the point of loving him, it's scary, but awesome, it's like those fuckin love songs all make sense now and have meaning to them instead of , oh this reminds me of an 8th grade dance type a thing ya know. ew i sound sound gushy and teeny bopperish, but he drives me crazy. it took me a half hour just to be able to let go and get out of his car, i just didn't wanna leave. thinking about him makes my heart feel all warm and fuzzy (and like i could have a corenary at any moment) You can stop reading this and puke now that you have heard me rant, like a blinded fool, from some romantic comedy crappy ass movie like you've got mail (haha meg ryan) When do i randomly smile? cause I can't stop now, every breath, his eyes, his little kisses, and his hand fitting perfectly with mine, there's never an awkward or dull moment. And can he never say the wrong thing? This romantic bastard has me drooling for him, i spend all my free time with him pretty much, yet I could spend all day with him. needless to say i had an awesome thanksgiving, played video games, ate good food, had some good lovin, and more... but it's just that we can do anything together and it's the best time i ever had. i'll shut up now
This morning I woke up at 4am got to Toys R' Us and worked 5-1 came back played some duck hunt, went to DD did a 3-7 shift there got picked up by Jamieson went to AA in Norwood went to the 9's and back home. it's 1am I've been awake for too long. way too fucking long. good thing I only have to work 11-4 2morrow.
I know it's been a wicked long time since I updated and it's crazy all the shit that can happen in 20 days or so, or however long it has been. My heart is racing, and my energy is so high, and i can't stop fuckin smiling. it's insane, there's something very special about Jamieson. I like him more everyday. I really really like him, to the point of loving him, it's scary, but awesome, it's like those fuckin love songs all make sense now and have meaning to them instead of , oh this reminds me of an 8th grade dance type a thing ya know. ew i sound sound gushy and teeny bopperish, but he drives me crazy. it took me a half hour just to be able to let go and get out of his car, i just didn't wanna leave. thinking about him makes my heart feel all warm and fuzzy (and like i could have a corenary at any moment) You can stop reading this and puke now that you have heard me rant, like a blinded fool, from some romantic comedy crappy ass movie like you've got mail (haha meg ryan) When do i randomly smile? cause I can't stop now, every breath, his eyes, his little kisses, and his hand fitting perfectly with mine, there's never an awkward or dull moment. And can he never say the wrong thing? This romantic bastard has me drooling for him, i spend all my free time with him pretty much, yet I could spend all day with him. needless to say i had an awesome thanksgiving, played video games, ate good food, had some good lovin, and more... but it's just that we can do anything together and it's the best time i ever had. i'll shut up now