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I burnt myself around five times last night due to being overly drunk. It was absolutely embarrassing. I also witnessed my two friends Gemma and Gary split up over a mindlessly simplistic argument. I gave the reassuring ear to Gemma, who I actually see more as a bloke most of the time than a guy. We seem to be getting on, and truth be told; We have barely spoken on any sort of general terms in the four years I've known her up until the last month-ish. Not out of anything bad; Just well, we naturally have a laugh so we rarely needed to talk. I like it that way.
Andy will probably jump over the moon when he hears about the break up. He's fancied her rotten for years now. They were initially going to get hooked up thanks to the rest of the group when they first met. But it didn't go as planned. I reckon that pisses Andy off to this day.
Chris wanted to go to the rave last night. I wasn't going anyways. I'm starting to see that it's really not my scene. Love the music; Hate the attitude towards the genre. In any case; Gary, Nin, Luke, Andy (His own son) and Dave all demanded he didn't go. Really hammering him down with insults regarding his age and his appearance and the drugs thing. He really kept an adamant face on wanting to go that night, but broke through once Andy told him no.
Everyone left for the rave, I stayed over with Chris and his younger son and had a laugh. I felt it to be my duty at that point. Everyone he loves and respects are turning him down which adds the weight on my shoulders due to having to be the one that encounters all these incidents through Chris's emotions.
The joys of being nice.
Chris is also bisexual. It puts me a little off because there has been one occasion (years back) where he asked if he could do something to me; To which I disagreed to. However, last night he seemed kinda emotional and told me how beautiful I was. Which was complimenting I suppose, even if it was from a guy.
But that confuses me even more. Most guys I meet get classed as hot, sexy, that sort of carry on. So why do I get a more feminine word like "beautiful" attached to myself?
Not to stereotype a word, but I don't hear anybody else being called it. At least..not around here anyways.
On that note, I'm off to listen to some music.
Andy will probably jump over the moon when he hears about the break up. He's fancied her rotten for years now. They were initially going to get hooked up thanks to the rest of the group when they first met. But it didn't go as planned. I reckon that pisses Andy off to this day.
Chris wanted to go to the rave last night. I wasn't going anyways. I'm starting to see that it's really not my scene. Love the music; Hate the attitude towards the genre. In any case; Gary, Nin, Luke, Andy (His own son) and Dave all demanded he didn't go. Really hammering him down with insults regarding his age and his appearance and the drugs thing. He really kept an adamant face on wanting to go that night, but broke through once Andy told him no.
Everyone left for the rave, I stayed over with Chris and his younger son and had a laugh. I felt it to be my duty at that point. Everyone he loves and respects are turning him down which adds the weight on my shoulders due to having to be the one that encounters all these incidents through Chris's emotions.
The joys of being nice.
Chris is also bisexual. It puts me a little off because there has been one occasion (years back) where he asked if he could do something to me; To which I disagreed to. However, last night he seemed kinda emotional and told me how beautiful I was. Which was complimenting I suppose, even if it was from a guy.
But that confuses me even more. Most guys I meet get classed as hot, sexy, that sort of carry on. So why do I get a more feminine word like "beautiful" attached to myself?
Not to stereotype a word, but I don't hear anybody else being called it. At least..not around here anyways.
On that note, I'm off to listen to some music.