i'm seriously gonna stop smoking smokes
um so i been trying to stop smoking smokes, cause cydney really wants me too. i didnt know it was gonna be this hard. i'm very sry cydney that i keep doing it. but i dont have anymore right now which is 6-10-04, 10:20 p.m. and i'm not gonna buy or bum any more. i'm seriously gonna stop for u. i dont like hearing or seeing u be upset. i'm very very sry. i love you. and I WILL STOP.
um ok so last nite i stayed at manneys. we were gonna nite session but it rained. ah that sucked ass. so we went to his place watched some skate videos, then went to el amigos and had some chow. went back to his place watched some more videos, then passed out. um slept in til 12:50. then dipped out to skate for a little. skated the pit, that was nice. um then he took me home after we had some buger king. then i talked to cydney, um she asked me if i smoked, i wasnt gonna lie to her, i did have 3 smokes total. ahhh i'm sry, i'm trying to stop. so yeah she was upset about that. i think she was also upset because i didnt stop by. at first i didnt know if i could. then i had to help the family pack, they going to the lake house. then i could go, but when we talked on the phone again didnt say anything about me going. so then my mom needed the phone. so i had to go. then after that shaun called me and wanted to hang out, so i said yeah. then called cydney told her i was gonna be with shaun. ahh and i think she was upset about that. i'm very sry. its not like i didnt want to see her. but shaun was on his way already. i feel so bad, cause we hardly get to see eachother cause of me working. well i hope i will get to see her this weekend.
so shaun stopped by, he said hi to the family, showed off his new cane. haha it was nice. um then we went to the mall. um when we got out of the car this dude was like hey u like punk. i was like yeah. so he told us some stuff, how his band is from nj and they are playing tonite at highland and they gonna be on the wraped tour. that was pretty kool. the guy's name was jordan. the band was "all rights reserved" they pretty good. so me and shaun just shopped around in the mall. then we got a bite to eat at hooters. after that we called it a nite. came home, i tired to call cydney but no answer. umm i'm very sry once again.
-victor-
i really wanna be with you
um ok so last nite i stayed at manneys. we were gonna nite session but it rained. ah that sucked ass. so we went to his place watched some skate videos, then went to el amigos and had some chow. went back to his place watched some more videos, then passed out. um slept in til 12:50. then dipped out to skate for a little. skated the pit, that was nice. um then he took me home after we had some buger king. then i talked to cydney, um she asked me if i smoked, i wasnt gonna lie to her, i did have 3 smokes total. ahhh i'm sry, i'm trying to stop. so yeah she was upset about that. i think she was also upset because i didnt stop by. at first i didnt know if i could. then i had to help the family pack, they going to the lake house. then i could go, but when we talked on the phone again didnt say anything about me going. so then my mom needed the phone. so i had to go. then after that shaun called me and wanted to hang out, so i said yeah. then called cydney told her i was gonna be with shaun. ahh and i think she was upset about that. i'm very sry. its not like i didnt want to see her. but shaun was on his way already. i feel so bad, cause we hardly get to see eachother cause of me working. well i hope i will get to see her this weekend.
so shaun stopped by, he said hi to the family, showed off his new cane. haha it was nice. um then we went to the mall. um when we got out of the car this dude was like hey u like punk. i was like yeah. so he told us some stuff, how his band is from nj and they are playing tonite at highland and they gonna be on the wraped tour. that was pretty kool. the guy's name was jordan. the band was "all rights reserved" they pretty good. so me and shaun just shopped around in the mall. then we got a bite to eat at hooters. after that we called it a nite. came home, i tired to call cydney but no answer. umm i'm very sry once again.
-victor-
i really wanna be with you