sad...

[bakerjam]

Man, nothin sucks more than gettin shot down when you think everything will fly. I know its sudden, and crazy, but I wanted to go down and visit my best friend Denise, whom I haven't seen in about four years. She lives about 6 hours away (which isnt a bad drive really), and I wanted to go down there tonight, or even early tomorrow morning. But it's too random and un-planned for Denise, so she gave it the thumbs down. Roles reversed, I'd tell her to get her ass up here asap, but she's not me, and I understand that. Well, I guess waiting a few more months to see her won't kill me, I have waited this long. Its just one of those things where you get all excited (I know, like a lil kid) and then you find out it won't work, so you get down. She promised we'd plan something out, so hopefully we get something in the works soon. I wish she could see just how much I miss her, I wonder if she misses me as much. Im sure she does, I kinda wish she would've been like "are you serious? you wanna come down here tonight? well... ok!". But meh, not everything works out the way you want it to. So yeah, theres my rant for the evening.

Saw skeleton key today... really good movie. Definately recommend it to everyone who loves a good thriller. Wanna see four brothers, that looks really cool too, heard it was good.

"Has anyone ever said to you, 'looks like someone has a case of the mondays'?" 'Nah... shit nah man, I believe you'd get your ass kicked saying something like that.'