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Merry Christmas everyone.
My mom left a message on my cell phone and told me not to bother showing up today because it would just cause too many problems, and to call her on monday and I can give her her present then and see my sisters then.. Well, fucking monday isnt goddamn fucking christmas.. and monday it isnt going to fucking matter anymore... fucking cunt. Well, this is it, I am not fucking dealing with her anymore.. I fucking hate that stupid fucking bitch. He fucking beat the living shit out of her in fucking florida.. and what the fuck did i do? EVER? Besides try to be there for her, give her advice when she asks, fucking put up with her stupid bullshit all the fucking time just to see my goddamn sisters. I dont fucking get it, if the fucking bitch needed my fucking lung Id give it to her and it STILL wouldnt be enough.
Thinking about it hurts, my Christmas is ruined.
No sisters.
No presents, literally. Oh excuse me.. 2 cards, and $40.00 bucks. I'm not greedy or anything... it's just that my mom didnt even get me a present and my dad... who the fuck knows.
TODAY SUCKS. Crying on Christmas is always fun.
There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the lines its not easy to define
I'm born to indecision
There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason - Shinedown
My mom left a message on my cell phone and told me not to bother showing up today because it would just cause too many problems, and to call her on monday and I can give her her present then and see my sisters then.. Well, fucking monday isnt goddamn fucking christmas.. and monday it isnt going to fucking matter anymore... fucking cunt. Well, this is it, I am not fucking dealing with her anymore.. I fucking hate that stupid fucking bitch. He fucking beat the living shit out of her in fucking florida.. and what the fuck did i do? EVER? Besides try to be there for her, give her advice when she asks, fucking put up with her stupid bullshit all the fucking time just to see my goddamn sisters. I dont fucking get it, if the fucking bitch needed my fucking lung Id give it to her and it STILL wouldnt be enough.
Thinking about it hurts, my Christmas is ruined.
No sisters.
No presents, literally. Oh excuse me.. 2 cards, and $40.00 bucks. I'm not greedy or anything... it's just that my mom didnt even get me a present and my dad... who the fuck knows.
TODAY SUCKS. Crying on Christmas is always fun.
There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the lines its not easy to define
I'm born to indecision
There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason - Shinedown