“Go Quietly”
"Go quietly!.”
Into the sunken places of
his own humanity.
The instincts of invisibility he has practiced to prevent himself from being seen. Or Maybe this time he won't be hit, outcast, ridiculed and made fun of. For something he felt inside himself that was his worlds individuality that will one day be undeniable.
But the sufferings of not being seen.
To know not what love is but to know that it was missing.
In every breath he withdrew..
deeper.
Hidden spaces.
Looking far deep into mirrors of himself and things that should not be seen. Or Made to call attention to.
Wage war on your gifts!!!
for they don't fit this room and look ugly on ur body coming out of your mouth with whispered voices tip toeing on destiny..
so you better tread lightly
around your ugly feet.
I see me;
And something inside did not want to die. To suffer greatly with all the pain the world kept inflicting in love that I've tried to give ..
but knew it was missing.
Standing in a room shouting at the top of its peak saying
" I am here!!.."
But I dare not speak.
I see me!.
And I collect all of my broken pieces of promises and contracts of never shall there be's from the floor. And I herald them to the sky in a new declaration!.
I am!
Perfect!
As I was in the beginning ... before I knew the value of a yolk of a value of self worth.
I am upright..
in all of the love that I felt to give away with no returns.
And I free.. to thrive..
survive, heal, and. Be.
I collect myself from the brokenness of myself.
And I herald it into new skies of beginning.
With this new found echo in my voice shouting into a room at its peak.
No!!!
I will not!
Go quietly!.
@BakariPoet3'16