This Is How It Works
This sticking to a blog get's hard when nothing is on your mind really to write about. I get these great ideas when a keyboard, or my phone are not in hand. So then I get stuck trying to think of something because I'm trying to write in here every other week. just so when I look back at this thing years from now I'll have some idea where my mind was at the time.
it's now 5:34 am.
Most of the time I would still be in bed, I mean I get the idea of getting up early, but other then work I don't see a point at being up this early, unless you want to see the sunrise or something.
when I get up this early my mind starts to think way to much on things that don't matter, Or I starting thinking badly about myself. Like "what if I peaked in high school" or "I'm going to land up as a lonely Cat lady". But then even at 540 am someone out there has to tell me their issues and then I look at mine and go meh on my own issues. because I realize everyone else thinks stupid shit like this in morning.
I think waking up before the sun listening to old sad songs and smoking is a little weird. It's really making my mind wonder out for my norm