You Want Me To Say What?
I sometimes wish I could just play a song for someone and they would understand my line of thinking better. If someone really wanted to know me better, I should just be able to hand over my Ipod and they could get my whole life story. Then again I would then have to put it in order for them, so then it made some sort of sense. I mean really if I just handed them my ipod, who know what they might think (something on the lines of raver or stuck up gangsta poet...which is me and yet not). It would make it easier for me to communicate with people.
I'm good at reading people. However I suck at knowing what they think of me. I would much rather people tell me right to my face if they have a issue or something. I do!! well really I only do after a couple of drinks, I'm that type of person. Which now that I think of it is not really a good thing. that's it next time I get drunk I'm just going to tell people stuff I know they like to hear. BE WARNED
my mind at the moment is so lost that I'm not really sure what to write. I have so much on my mind right now that it's bothering me so much. I'm blaming work. I just don't think I was made to work a 8-5. it fucks with my mind. I mean for someone who loves spending lots of time just thinking and reading. All these hours are fucking with my mind. If this is growing up IT'S CRAP. I mean what's the point if I 'm not happy?