Who Is Killroy?
I LIKE HIM!! ...i like him...I like HIM...i LIKE him.
But I'm just another person he sees only at work, who he most likely would not to out side of work...meaning will never ask on a date. I can live with that, I can just be around him when he works and I'll be good. So what that when I start to fill like shit he just has to stand next to me, or ask a question and a smile breaks out and I don't feel that bad anymore? I can live with just working with him.
But she likes him. She who is younger, and prettier, and well better looking LIKES HIM! and you know what makes it worse? do you know who she tells and gushes to that she likes him? ME!! It feels almost like when I liked Mike and My best friend liked him...and she told me...and then he told me she liked him...and well we all know where that went...why I try and not like the same people my friends like....but this is different. I felt bad for her, I befriended her, I tried and made her feel welcomed. WHERE IS KARMA!?!? I did a good thing for one person, why can't she do a good think and not like him!? Today I even tried to plant it in her head that he was too old for her. two years was a big gap, she should go for someone her own age...but that didn't work. I felt worse thinking about it. they both noticed. she was trying to talk to me seeing what was wrong, I lied and said just the weather... inside thinking you liking him. he said something and made me laugh, making me forget my rant. i should just give up
I NEED A GUY WHO I DON'T KNOW!! someone I've never met before, that way things like this don't happen...I should like a crazy stalker or something!!
on a side note today is the first day of...ZOMBIE WEEK!! more or less it's my zombie week where I shall only read and watch things about zombies ( or at lest read and watch more then I do on a day to day) YAY