Missing A Loved One

Oct 15, 2008 02:02



I had to take Jasper to the vet today so he could get fixed. And I almost cried. I'm only slightly worried because I took my other kitten into this place and they killed her. It was because of the drug they used to put her under. I'm kinda scared but they said for the 50 years that they had been open it was the first time that it ever happened. but the reason I almost cried was because when they took us into the room to go over everything with me, they took me into the same room where I saw sin after she died...and the same room we put Rajah down.

I felt the need to bolt out of that room, And take Jasper with me. My eyes filled with tears as i was standing there. My mum didn't notice till we left and i said something. I couldn't stop myself from crying as soon as I got outside. It's been over a year since we put him down and it still hurts to think about it. I miss my best friend.

I get Jasper back On Thursday. Yay

On another note, I think Stormy is helping the ghost bother me. Because she's outside my room, pawing at the door, but someone is opening the draws on my dresser (everyone else in my house is in bed.) I think she's gone to their side to help scare me....stupid cat and ghost.

jasper, rajah, vet, ghosts, stormy

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