I never said I was sleeping beauty

Jul 05, 2008 10:33

Sleep has to be the best thing in the world. But lately me an it are really not friends anymore. It started back i grade 12 when I would be so busy with school work that i would get little to no sleep. That's when I would start to hallucinate. Once I was able to sleep again, I've been losing it. I can never sleep right threw the night, I wake up 4-10 times in one night. Sometimes even around 4 am I wake up..sit right up and start helping people...but no one is in my room. I can see my room around me but I can see people who need my help with stuff. I now take naps and I feel just as sleepy after my nap then I did before. When will Sleep ever become mine again to rest rather then a way for my mind  to over!?

Alright now that I told you all about my messed up sleeping patterns, i let you in a plain me and Holly have. Lately work has been messing me and Holly over by Cutting back our hours to almost nothing. It din't bother me that much because at first that ment more time gonig to go hang out with my friends and such. But this week was getting bad, i had to fight just to get 24 hours. WHAT IS THIS!! before I was getting hours like no tomorrow, and now it's hard to even get 3 shifts. Who knows I might even have to fight for two. Anyways because of this I'm now looking for  new job! I would say the rest but you never know who might be reading this so I won't!

blah I had so much plained today. I was to go to a job fair (which turns out was next weekend..HOLLY CANNOT READ!!) Hang out a little with Holly, Go get my stuff from Amye's. Go home, make lunch, write Chapter two, clean my room, and then go back to Amye's. I did the first four, and then took a nap, and now i'm on here sill not doig my last steps. i was even thinknig about reading some today while getting some sun...

NONE OF THAT HAPPENED!, and now i feel more sleepy then I did before because of that stupid nap!!

GAR!!!!!

i SHALL NOW GO TYPE CHAPTER 2...DAMN IT. and then go to Amye's around 7 if she still wants me! 

writing, work, amye, sleep, holly

Previous post Next post
Up