Yesterday, I wasn't on the mood to post an entry. I wasn't feeling that good too and I was kinda sad. I waited for my turn to use the computer and as I sat in front of my pc, I was wondering what I was supposed to do. I feel like my memory is failing now. Even simple numbers, I have to try hard to recall or look at them again. I also have trouble remembering dates. Memory boosters don't work well on me, so I think I have to struggle with this in the best possible way I can.
So I had wonderful IM conversations with three of my lj-friends
kipani_mariko,
popupmagic and
eve_karen. What was special about those conversations was, I suddenly thought of coming back to my fandom's roots. XD
My conversation with
kipani_mariko was about J.E., Kanjani8, Toma and Hana Yori Dango. I also showed her two pictures of horror. (Mari, were you able to sleep well last night?) While we were talking about HanaDan, I remember having watched the anime three years ago. I've been thinking of watching animes again, it's where everything began...from 3-D bishies to real, living, and breathing handsome guys. Here I am now...
...so I'm coming home.
The things I shared with
eve_karen were random pics. *LOL* Funny pics. Think of guys looking like girls. XD I don't even know what led me to recall my precious fandoms while chatting with her.
...so I'm coming home.
It started with her (
popupmagic) telling me that Shoon was with the other members of 3TOPS during the Countdown. I haven't watched the Countdown yet because I'll only look for Taiyo there (even if I know he wasn't and he won't) until my eyes get white and dry. After that, we talked of Ya-Ya-yah when I showed her a pic of chibi Ya-Ya-yah. We suddenly found ourselves talking of Battle Royale. Absent-mindedly, I showed her another pic, this time, of Ryohei (from w-inds). It all came back to my memory, I ONCE FANGIRLED W-INDS BEFORE ANY GROUP FROM J.E.. XD And I admitted to her that Tachibana Keita was my former crush. I was in high school then, 14 years old, and has just discovered the wonderful J-POP world.
Before Taiyo and all the others not mentioned, there was Keita. *compares the two* They're both very tall, they both play the piano, and they both look harmless. XD I MISS W-INDS. I MISS MY PRE-J.E. fandom... T_T;
...so I'm coming home...and definitely, won't forget about Ya-Ya-yah...because I'm bringing them home with me. :D
What an energy-lacking entry. XD Yeah, right now, I'm typing slowly.
Last night, I realized what friends are for. My SK friends and I enjoyed sending group SMS's (unlimited texting for a day). There came a point where our topic was about relationships. Jo and I, the NBSB's of the group, decide to still remain unattached this year.
Jo sent me a message:
"Let's be strong! Studies and fangirl life are more important than an uncertain lovelife. We don't need pets, right? We still don't have boyfriends because it's hard to find serious ones. A lot of guys are players, and I can only see bizarre-looking ones. All I know is that we still don't need a lovelife this year.
The guys who'll eventually become our boyfriends should be lucky because we're original, with high value. Some girls aren't only 2nd hand, 3rd hand, 4th hand until they're like the ones who change their boyfriends like how they change their undies. So let's still be fangirls!!"
And when I fell asleep, I wasn't able to reply to them anymore. I just read their late-night messages when I woke up. Jo is one pf the best RL friends I have. Her thoughtfulness also makes me smile a lot, plus her odd thoughts.
Her messages:
"Don't think of Taiyo too much...you'll get a sunburn." | "Are you still awake? We're going to wait for the sun!" | "Looks like you're sleeping...don't worry, the sun will come back tomorrow."
I'm so excited to see them on Saturday. We'll be having a post-Holidays party.
Oh, and TOMORROW...yea, TOMORROW. Watch out. XD
EDIT: UCHI IS BACK, BABIES... I'M SO HAPPY!!! YAY! YEY! UCHIASDFGHJKL.