ohai another meme
sakuya_baby tagged me a few days ago . . . I've been entirely lazy on this one because this isn't really my favorite meme.
Pick ten friends, and write what you REALLY think of them in your journal. DONT TELL THEM WHO THEY ARE.
Pick FIVE OF THE PEOPLE YOU TALKED ABOUT and tag them for the meme.
1) You've changed so much over these past couple of years. We used to talk so often about stupid shit. Nowadays . . . it just seems like it's a hassle for you to talk to me. You never initiate the conversation. And I have to go out of my way to even talk to you half the time. You don't reply to my comments while you apply to everyone else's and you don't bother commenting on anything I post, even if I'm asking you a question or telling you I miss you (honestly, I could really give a shit about the commenting specifically). I don't even know who you are half the time, anymore. I know you're going through hell right now and need to get out of there, but you don't even tell me anything anymore. You used to tell me when something was bothering you and you used to vent at me all the time . . . now anytime I ask you how you are, it just feels like I'm prying.
2) You almost never sleep, it seems, and that drives me absolutely batshit. Mostly because I've been in that position. I understand insomnia and just how bad it can get. And the fact that you just increase your caffeine intake when you feel like a zombie just worries me more.
3) You get a little whiny over complete strangers a little too much, sometimes. I understand that what people say can hurt and I know that a lot of people are dicks when they call themselves your "friends" . . . but not all people are like that and if you think little of yourself, other people won't think much of you. You're more awesome than that, I know you are. I just wish you could see it and accept it, already.
4) You don't post often enough. Once a month, these days. I miss the occasional meme from you, since you don't do them as often as you used to. But, honestly, I just wish you'd post more since I absolutely LOVE commenting on your entries for some reason. Even if it's rants . . . the last rant you posted amused me more than it should have.
5) You've given me more help than I had any right to ask for. I frustrate you, and I know that. But the fact that you haven't given up on me speaks more than anything else. And I really do love reading your random-ass rants about this that and the other thing. I love you, you fucking asshole <3
6) You've changed a lot since I first started talking to you, both on and off LJ. I can't be entirely sure if I necessarily like the change, but you do seem happy with yourself, even if majorly stressed out when I do talk to you (not often, I might add). I still consider you one of my closest friends and Meevers misses you.
7) Your posts are usually too short and then I find myself wondering what the details are. And yet, at the same time, I like the frequency of your updates and how random they seem.
8) I fucking love you and you already know that. And I want you in every possible way, including some that will probably be of my own invention. In a lot of ways, you're the most predictable person I know, and yet you're always catching me by surprise. You're about ten times the person I wish I could be over again, I swear.
9) You are entirely random and I love most of your posts, even if I don't comment on them. But you should probably keep your hands to yourself.
10) You are a sweetheart and I can honestly say I love you. You always seem to be talking sense into me when I'm at my worst and half the videos you post on your livejournal end up making me stop and think more positively. I love you so much and hope you don't change for anyone <3
NOW FOR THE TAGGAGE.
revanlady
tennyo_gurlie
arpegius_wolf
miyabi_is_dead
vandigo
Pick ten friends, and write what you REALLY think of them in your journal. DONT TELL THEM WHO THEY ARE.
Pick FIVE OF THE PEOPLE YOU TALKED ABOUT and tag them for the meme.
1) You've changed so much over these past couple of years. We used to talk so often about stupid shit. Nowadays . . . it just seems like it's a hassle for you to talk to me. You never initiate the conversation. And I have to go out of my way to even talk to you half the time. You don't reply to my comments while you apply to everyone else's and you don't bother commenting on anything I post, even if I'm asking you a question or telling you I miss you (honestly, I could really give a shit about the commenting specifically). I don't even know who you are half the time, anymore. I know you're going through hell right now and need to get out of there, but you don't even tell me anything anymore. You used to tell me when something was bothering you and you used to vent at me all the time . . . now anytime I ask you how you are, it just feels like I'm prying.
2) You almost never sleep, it seems, and that drives me absolutely batshit. Mostly because I've been in that position. I understand insomnia and just how bad it can get. And the fact that you just increase your caffeine intake when you feel like a zombie just worries me more.
3) You get a little whiny over complete strangers a little too much, sometimes. I understand that what people say can hurt and I know that a lot of people are dicks when they call themselves your "friends" . . . but not all people are like that and if you think little of yourself, other people won't think much of you. You're more awesome than that, I know you are. I just wish you could see it and accept it, already.
4) You don't post often enough. Once a month, these days. I miss the occasional meme from you, since you don't do them as often as you used to. But, honestly, I just wish you'd post more since I absolutely LOVE commenting on your entries for some reason. Even if it's rants . . . the last rant you posted amused me more than it should have.
5) You've given me more help than I had any right to ask for. I frustrate you, and I know that. But the fact that you haven't given up on me speaks more than anything else. And I really do love reading your random-ass rants about this that and the other thing. I love you, you fucking asshole <3
6) You've changed a lot since I first started talking to you, both on and off LJ. I can't be entirely sure if I necessarily like the change, but you do seem happy with yourself, even if majorly stressed out when I do talk to you (not often, I might add). I still consider you one of my closest friends and Meevers misses you.
7) Your posts are usually too short and then I find myself wondering what the details are. And yet, at the same time, I like the frequency of your updates and how random they seem.
8) I fucking love you and you already know that. And I want you in every possible way, including some that will probably be of my own invention. In a lot of ways, you're the most predictable person I know, and yet you're always catching me by surprise. You're about ten times the person I wish I could be over again, I swear.
9) You are entirely random and I love most of your posts, even if I don't comment on them. But you should probably keep your hands to yourself.
10) You are a sweetheart and I can honestly say I love you. You always seem to be talking sense into me when I'm at my worst and half the videos you post on your livejournal end up making me stop and think more positively. I love you so much and hope you don't change for anyone <3
NOW FOR THE TAGGAGE.
revanlady
tennyo_gurlie
arpegius_wolf
miyabi_is_dead
vandigo