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well it's been a while since i posted figure i should do so
i find it pretty settled that in romance i am cursed
it's just something i will have to get used to
it happens to some folks
and by some folks i mean myself
last week i had a glimmer of luck
thats probably long gone now
i explain, i got to hang out again with a friend of mine from junior college it was fun and silly and in the end we ended up hooking up.... it wasn't intended but it just sort of happened, i liked her in the past and she liked me so it just sort of blam happened and since then we have been texting and staying in fairly close contact it wouldn't have been a ridiculous idea that i would have asked her out we have lots of common interests pretty cohesive senses of humor and OBVIOUS chemistry. but i wouldn't have really been able to do that until i move back in may, and now it seems too little too late. she has gotten back together with her ex boyfriend whom resides in the east coast. it sucks because i know she will not be happy being in a long distance relationship thus why i hadn't been more aggressive and ask her out then and there.
so yeah now they are back together and once again i am stuck at fair square one again
oh well had to get that angst out of my system better now
the trip to the west side was above stated event included a pretty good time got to hang out with and harass sarah and hava cuz they are silly good time. got to visit with ben and i didn't even blow my brains out from johnson exposure
got a healthy idea of where i want to be moving got a conception of its price tag and what i am going to have to do to ensure job should be allright
anyways just needed to vent and update for posterity
i find it pretty settled that in romance i am cursed
it's just something i will have to get used to
it happens to some folks
and by some folks i mean myself
last week i had a glimmer of luck
thats probably long gone now
i explain, i got to hang out again with a friend of mine from junior college it was fun and silly and in the end we ended up hooking up.... it wasn't intended but it just sort of happened, i liked her in the past and she liked me so it just sort of blam happened and since then we have been texting and staying in fairly close contact it wouldn't have been a ridiculous idea that i would have asked her out we have lots of common interests pretty cohesive senses of humor and OBVIOUS chemistry. but i wouldn't have really been able to do that until i move back in may, and now it seems too little too late. she has gotten back together with her ex boyfriend whom resides in the east coast. it sucks because i know she will not be happy being in a long distance relationship thus why i hadn't been more aggressive and ask her out then and there.
so yeah now they are back together and once again i am stuck at fair square one again
oh well had to get that angst out of my system better now
the trip to the west side was above stated event included a pretty good time got to hang out with and harass sarah and hava cuz they are silly good time. got to visit with ben and i didn't even blow my brains out from johnson exposure
got a healthy idea of where i want to be moving got a conception of its price tag and what i am going to have to do to ensure job should be allright
anyways just needed to vent and update for posterity