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was going to post but then decided i didnt have any content to post but you know i guess that has never really stopped me
guess giving synopsis of how life has been treating me would work
work has been very worky my boss has realized that if she always pushes me i will likely burn out so hopefully she wont be a nuts as she has a tendency to be
but that aside it hasn't been that bad of a week so far
i have tomorrow off i think i am going to devote some time for cleaning
gunna go through me closet and throw alot of stuff away, stuff i dont need stuff i cant wear any more
tired of all the shit building up i think doing some cleaning will be a refreshing activity
healthy. sort of
i feel i need to drop some of the waste and fiftraff that has built up in my room
differentiate between memory invoking knick-knacks and fucking garbage
i forsee alot of the later
should also get another round of laundry done
but the jury is out on that happening
i have been going over things in my head lately and i believe i have figured out some tattoo stuff
at least two tattoos i can get before i head back to the west side
there is the 1st off one that if anyone has heard me ever talk about the subject you know i planned my 1st tattoo long ago
its going to be a fox face easy black and white right under my collar level middle of my back
simple small easy
that one is for me, its my totem it was for years an inseparable charm i wore at all times, this way i can keep it with me forever
also i am wanting to get several other tattoos each commemorating the significance of certain people in my life, these are the people whom are closer than my own blood kin and are my best friends
The first one, the one that just jumped out of my mind and needs to happen is for Ben, our dear crow who is locked in his cage, this is most likely going to be the second tattoo i get it like the first is going to be very simple two crow feathers bound together at the quills i want this one on my right side. The crow being Ben,s totem he is at my side though miles and bars separate us i know that he is right there at my side no matter what.
the one that is for Justin i plan to get once i am back in kitsap is a shield bearing the heraldry of a black wolf and red fox rearing back to back on my right arm. The fox-wolf symbol for all of our wild dreams and plans comrades and brothers in arms till hell the same arm i wield my sword with is wear i can find him.
For Sarah i am still grappling with the exact image i am trying to convey its a little difficult to describe, i know where its going i know the greatest part of the image i am still trying to figure out the area around it though
Tim will also be getting a spot on my hide but i have yet to really delve into a good way to represent him
when i look at that list i really have to take a step back and be glad i am so blessed. I must be incredibly lucky to have gotten myself into such a place. Here are four of the most loyal and dependable people anyone could ask to know, among them are amazing artists talented musicians and free thinkers stalwart guardians and brilliant authors compassionate hearts and powerful scholars. i have so much trouble sometimes holding back the awe and regard i hold for these people, i know very few in fact these days only one of you really read this but i just have to tell you how much i appreciate having you people at my side and in my heart
it touches me more than my humble words can express
guess giving synopsis of how life has been treating me would work
work has been very worky my boss has realized that if she always pushes me i will likely burn out so hopefully she wont be a nuts as she has a tendency to be
but that aside it hasn't been that bad of a week so far
i have tomorrow off i think i am going to devote some time for cleaning
gunna go through me closet and throw alot of stuff away, stuff i dont need stuff i cant wear any more
tired of all the shit building up i think doing some cleaning will be a refreshing activity
healthy. sort of
i feel i need to drop some of the waste and fiftraff that has built up in my room
differentiate between memory invoking knick-knacks and fucking garbage
i forsee alot of the later
should also get another round of laundry done
but the jury is out on that happening
i have been going over things in my head lately and i believe i have figured out some tattoo stuff
at least two tattoos i can get before i head back to the west side
there is the 1st off one that if anyone has heard me ever talk about the subject you know i planned my 1st tattoo long ago
its going to be a fox face easy black and white right under my collar level middle of my back
simple small easy
that one is for me, its my totem it was for years an inseparable charm i wore at all times, this way i can keep it with me forever
also i am wanting to get several other tattoos each commemorating the significance of certain people in my life, these are the people whom are closer than my own blood kin and are my best friends
The first one, the one that just jumped out of my mind and needs to happen is for Ben, our dear crow who is locked in his cage, this is most likely going to be the second tattoo i get it like the first is going to be very simple two crow feathers bound together at the quills i want this one on my right side. The crow being Ben,s totem he is at my side though miles and bars separate us i know that he is right there at my side no matter what.
the one that is for Justin i plan to get once i am back in kitsap is a shield bearing the heraldry of a black wolf and red fox rearing back to back on my right arm. The fox-wolf symbol for all of our wild dreams and plans comrades and brothers in arms till hell the same arm i wield my sword with is wear i can find him.
For Sarah i am still grappling with the exact image i am trying to convey its a little difficult to describe, i know where its going i know the greatest part of the image i am still trying to figure out the area around it though
Tim will also be getting a spot on my hide but i have yet to really delve into a good way to represent him
when i look at that list i really have to take a step back and be glad i am so blessed. I must be incredibly lucky to have gotten myself into such a place. Here are four of the most loyal and dependable people anyone could ask to know, among them are amazing artists talented musicians and free thinkers stalwart guardians and brilliant authors compassionate hearts and powerful scholars. i have so much trouble sometimes holding back the awe and regard i hold for these people, i know very few in fact these days only one of you really read this but i just have to tell you how much i appreciate having you people at my side and in my heart
it touches me more than my humble words can express