May 11, 2007 05:38
Hey livejournal...
How goes it?
Anyways, classes changing soon, assuming of course i pass the ones im in now... All right, so my networking standards class I'm confident im passing.
But math, I havent passed in shit, cause well, I spent over month without the ability to write, like even now if I write more than just a tiny bit, my hand gets all cramped up, and then starts throbbing. And I'm really not supposed to be doing anything with it period. But, yeah... cause of the time from school i had to take off like 9 months ago, and the BS this quarter with the time i had to miss, and my inability to do things that i really needed to do, I might get kicked out... And if that happens... I don't know what I'm gonna do.
Like I really think that will just be the nail in the coffin for me, I would have officially failed at life and all things concerning it. Like I need to figure out something, the dean was all gonna try to hook me up with a way out, but everytime i talk to him about it, he says he's gonna call me with an update, and he never does. So I'm more or less fucked, since I have 3 weeks to make up almost a quarters worth of work that I'm not actually allowed to make up. I was so confident and go getter ish at the start of this quarter too :(
On the other hand I'm drama free for quite some time now, and despite life blowing goats, i've been in a consistantly pleasant mood.
Oh and I have a full week coming up in the middle of June, where I have the apartment to myself. Like a full week, and I'm excited, I don't know what i'm gonna do with myself.
Probably just beat off a whole lot.
Um, I might be doing security at Tweeter Center all summer for Allied Barton... THat will be a great way to let off aggression, Roughing up drunkards, and getting paid to do it. I have a second interview with them next week. Pressuming I get that, I will soon have enough money to live again, as it is, I'm falling behind on most of my bills, and barely have enough gas to do essential things like school, and work. WHich is funny cause I drive at work. But alas, that will be coming to an end soon, when I get a job that is a slightly more reliable source of incoming, and am no longer putting 300+ miles a week on my car... on slow weeks.
And you... ya you... on the mention of money, I'm not ripping you off, you'll have your money the second I have the money to give you. But right now I barely have enough to cover essentials, like staying out of court, and keeping a place to live.
Um lets end this ona positive note.
If you eat while taking a shit, you are the model of efficiency, and are only a couple notches below Aizens.
-q.Ne