Name day

Jan 26, 2008 04:22

So, yesterday was my Name day. I'm not a christian and these celebrations were created by christianity but I always seem to have more fun on my name day than on my birthday.
Yesterday was no different. I got alot of calls from friends, relatives wishing me a good "name day" if you can say it that way. Manos called me at noon, he came by with Akis and we went for a coffee at Sofa. Manos wanted to buy a woolen cap, a certain kind of woolen cap that is, and I wanted to buy a studded leather belt so we went to take a look at some stores. We found what we were looking for eventually. We stumbled upon Alexandra and Helen at some time, they said they'd be doing a show tonight on the radio station so I listened to them, it was fun.

I was reading posts in a Death Note community and I accidentally learned that the manga's plot is different than the anime at many points. It made me curious and I found the manga on a site and started reading it. I read alot of it , and I'm gonna keep reading it. Even though I prefer watching anime, manga has it's own beauty.

Then I started getting ready because I was going out with Chris, Panos and the other Panos. I wore my new tie, my new belt and my new shoes. They all looked great, I really liked them.
We went to Otro, and it was fun. One of the waitresses really liked the way I was dressed, she said she really liked my tie (which looks like a deck of chess) and my shoes (which look like that too). Andrew, Jim and that other guy came too after a while and sat with us. I really liked the music in that bar, we were finally in a bar that played rock, punk and stuff like that. They didn't play any Emo but it was alot better than listening to the industrial stuff every other bar plays. Chris asked one of the waitresses to give him some info on the other waitress that I talked about in a previous entry, the one that seemed to like me. I didn't ask him to do it, but he did it anyway. She told him her name was Parthena (which in english means "virgin"), and that she's not someone who would get in a relationship, she just likes one night stands alot. I gotta say I was kinda disappointed by that, because I wasn't expecting her to be this way. I mean I have nothing against people who do that, I just don't like it myself and I wouldn't want to be with a person who thinks this way simply because I like being in relationships, I like loving the person I'm with, and being love in return. And I don't like having sex with people I have no feelings for. And we had a debate about this with Panos, he just couldn't understand that this is the way I am. That I have nothing against people who prefer one night stands, that it's just the way I feel about this matter, I actually believe in love even though I've been hurt before. Because not all people are the same, not everyone is going to hurt you. However I didn't just judge that waitress just from the things I heard from someone else. No one has the right to judge someone without knowing them first, even a little. After that "debate" we talked about other stuff and then we decided to go. I wanted to pay for everyone's drink since it was my Name day, so I did. The others wanted to go to Tamam after but I wanted to go to bed so I can wake up early and study since exams start again on Monday. They tried to change my mind, but even though I really felt like going I decided to go home and get some sleep.

So that's about it, that was yesterday. It was fun. However I don't feel that well. I hate it when I come home every night and there's no one with me. There's no one there waiting for me, or coming home with me. Every time I go to bed I dream that a girl who I'm in love with is laying next to me and cuddling up to me. I really wish there was such a person in my life. I haven't been in a relationship in a really long time. Almost two years actually. Why? Really, why?

Going to bed.
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