How stupid am I?
Really how stupid can I be? I always do this, I always throw away chances, ALWAYS. We go to this bar, and from the moment the waitress saw me, she didn't take her eyes off me, she was smiling at me, she even tried to talk to me a bit when she took our order and all I did was just smile back and say a word or two. And when we were leaving, I was determined to go talk to her, ask her out or something and then she smiled at me, and I just smiled..and left. I always do this, always. Everytime I see a girl looking at me, or showing an interest in me in general I say to myself i'll go talk to her, and at the last moment I chicken out. Why can't I just do it? What the fuck is wrong with me anyway?