The anticipated reply…
anonymous
January 31 2004, 12:34:03 UTC
Forrest -
I must say that your show of esteem towards me has been highly confusing; you have often set forth campaigns of defamation against me, making difficult many things. As Heidi may have been our most common ground, you habitually decided to step in and add your “relationship-wise” opinion, which meant that I was in the wrong. I’ve always had to be on the defensive against you and Stephanie, which put much strain on my relationship with Heidi.
Continuing, you “abhor watching [Heidi] suffer”, which I find ironic for I have heard much of the angst you and Stephanie have caused Heidi throughout these few years. It seems perplexing that you would be so quick to defend that which you mistreat, employing methods of guilt and manipulation to do so.
Furthermore, I claim your jealousy an issue, while you strain to see it. Forrest, what more is jealousy than a method of protection and possession? It seems that you would not let me get any closer to Heidi so I couldn’t steal her from you. The insecurity with your relationships is what I most refer, for it appears as though you have some abandonment concerns to deal with in your own mind.
Forrest, I must say that I, too, care about you as a person, and I very much so respect you as a writer, but you have been quoted as saying many superficial, vicious things about me, which I have since forgiven you for having said, though I’ll never forget them. I miss having someone to creatively share my poetry with, Forrest, although it hurts to know you believe I “use words that [I don’t] understand” when I do write. You have all the potential in the world, and I just pray you can harness it all because, if you do, humankind will be richer. I wish you the best of luck in life, Forrest, and may you find untainted happiness someday.
Re: The anticipated reply…akbbwstephFebruary 2 2004, 19:34:54 UTC
What the hell are you bringing my name into this for!? I don't give a shit about the relationship that you have with Heidi and I haven't for a very long time. You talk about having to be on the defensive of Forrest and I, perhaps you are just talking about Forrest because I've had very little to do with you. I don't even know you and yet you assume that so much of your problems were because of us. Look in the mirror, Mike. You and Heidi are the only two that truly fucked up your relationship, stop blaming others.
This is childish and most of all, petty. So everyone just stop. There was never a mention from him assuming that 'so much of our problems' were because of you two. And as far as blaming is concerned, no-one is blaming anyone, if you don't give a 'shit' about our relationship than shut the hell up. Why the hell do you care anyways?
Let us deal with the consequences of our relationship that we supposedly 'fucked up' as you so eloquently put it. If anyone has the desire to respond, don't waste your time because all your comments will henceforth be deleted.
I apologize for my word choice because I didn't mean that I flat out don't care. I just mean that what you guys have is between the two of you. I just felt it unfair that all of a sudden, he was throwing out my name when I haven't even talked to the guy for years. Anything that I would have said in regards to him would have been a long time ago and those issues aren't the same as the issues that you two have now so it was inappropriate of him to say.
I must say that your show of esteem towards me has been highly confusing; you have often set forth campaigns of defamation against me, making difficult many things. As Heidi may have been our most common ground, you habitually decided to step in and add your “relationship-wise” opinion, which meant that I was in the wrong. I’ve always had to be on the defensive against you and Stephanie, which put much strain on my relationship with Heidi.
Continuing, you “abhor watching [Heidi] suffer”, which I find ironic for I have heard much of the angst you and Stephanie have caused Heidi throughout these few years. It seems perplexing that you would be so quick to defend that which you mistreat, employing methods of guilt and manipulation to do so.
Furthermore, I claim your jealousy an issue, while you strain to see it. Forrest, what more is jealousy than a method of protection and possession? It seems that you would not let me get any closer to Heidi so I couldn’t steal her from you. The insecurity with your relationships is what I most refer, for it appears as though you have some abandonment concerns to deal with in your own mind.
Forrest, I must say that I, too, care about you as a person, and I very much so respect you as a writer, but you have been quoted as saying many superficial, vicious things about me, which I have since forgiven you for having said, though I’ll never forget them. I miss having someone to creatively share my poetry with, Forrest, although it hurts to know you believe I “use words that [I don’t] understand” when I do write. You have all the potential in the world, and I just pray you can harness it all because, if you do, humankind will be richer. I wish you the best of luck in life, Forrest, and may you find untainted happiness someday.
-- Mike
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Let us deal with the consequences of our relationship that we supposedly 'fucked up' as you so eloquently put it. If anyone has the desire to respond, don't waste your time because all your comments will henceforth be deleted.
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