Arg
Have you ever found out that like everyone in a group knows that you like a guy in a group? Except that you didn't want him nor anyone to know and you didn't find out they know until after they know and you can assume told him. FUCK. And then to make it worse, you find out the guy that you like doesn't really like you. Ouch. Stupid drinking, this sucks. grrrr... Good thing I don't have to see any of them tomorrow at least not till the end of the week. Erik just had to ask if I wanted to cuddle with Andy while I was drunk and not feeling good. Of course I want to cuddle. At that point you're not too picky. AHhhh. I think i might feel better I a day or so. fuck.