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Wow, it's definately been a while since I've updated, or even been online, so there is far too much to tell. I'm happy now. Stable. Confident. I guess I was just going through a dark time, but the sun is out now and I'm ready for life. Friendships around me are still stressing, but my friendships have all worked themselves out.. I even got invited to hang out with Jenay for prom.. And after prom.. And for Senior Skip Day! Her, Me, Amy, Vikki, and Morgan are all going to Ceder Point. Lots of people that have been around me for the last 4 or more years, but I really haven't taken the time to get to know. Well, here's my chance.
Relationship wise, I am stable (his name is Christopher). But the good kind of stable in a relationship.. Like.. I'm stable because we're together, but I know that I could make it on my own if need be. Not dependant, just happy. And he feels the same way I'm sure, but it's not like we are really thinking about letting each other go any time soon. I've come to the realization that love does hurt, so along with focusing on that, I'm going to use my time to focus on my other relationships. Most of my friends and I have drifted and I hate it because I love them so much, all of them.. All of you. I wish I could just get everyone together and have a huge party and just catch up on old times.. That way EVERYONE could. I know there are a couple links in my school-made family that have been broken and that makes things so tense. I remember when everyone was friends.. When everyone just let everyone else do their own thing and just accept them for who they are.. Well, I guess years of high school change that outlook, and I think it's a shame.
My family is doing well. I guess Mom is moving in here soon, that'll be interesting. My brother is moving in with his girlfriend and my grandmother is moving to some other part of Michigan to live close to Pandora. I don't understand that after her whole life, Pandora is the daughter she wants to be closest to.. I mean... Well... Yeah, I could see that. She spent 38 years living with my mother, then moved to Florida for 3 years to live near Pandora, and then she moved back in with my mom and brought Pandora back with her. Her 3d daughter Lilli doesn't really fall into the picture, and though I think it's sad, I understand why. I mean, she's such an alcoholic that all she can do is repetitively yell at people INCLUDING her own mother and drink and drink and be a slut and... And she went to the doctor who told her that she had Adult ADD and that she should take some medication... And after she started taking it, she developed ADD!! I was like ARRRGG!! But yeah, I guess things are alright for right now, except for Lilli hating my mom for being the favorite. Eh.
Love to all.
Bailey
Relationship wise, I am stable (his name is Christopher). But the good kind of stable in a relationship.. Like.. I'm stable because we're together, but I know that I could make it on my own if need be. Not dependant, just happy. And he feels the same way I'm sure, but it's not like we are really thinking about letting each other go any time soon. I've come to the realization that love does hurt, so along with focusing on that, I'm going to use my time to focus on my other relationships. Most of my friends and I have drifted and I hate it because I love them so much, all of them.. All of you. I wish I could just get everyone together and have a huge party and just catch up on old times.. That way EVERYONE could. I know there are a couple links in my school-made family that have been broken and that makes things so tense. I remember when everyone was friends.. When everyone just let everyone else do their own thing and just accept them for who they are.. Well, I guess years of high school change that outlook, and I think it's a shame.
My family is doing well. I guess Mom is moving in here soon, that'll be interesting. My brother is moving in with his girlfriend and my grandmother is moving to some other part of Michigan to live close to Pandora. I don't understand that after her whole life, Pandora is the daughter she wants to be closest to.. I mean... Well... Yeah, I could see that. She spent 38 years living with my mother, then moved to Florida for 3 years to live near Pandora, and then she moved back in with my mom and brought Pandora back with her. Her 3d daughter Lilli doesn't really fall into the picture, and though I think it's sad, I understand why. I mean, she's such an alcoholic that all she can do is repetitively yell at people INCLUDING her own mother and drink and drink and be a slut and... And she went to the doctor who told her that she had Adult ADD and that she should take some medication... And after she started taking it, she developed ADD!! I was like ARRRGG!! But yeah, I guess things are alright for right now, except for Lilli hating my mom for being the favorite. Eh.
Love to all.
Bailey