Nov 17, 2004 12:18
well well well, nothings been going on except i sprained my neck.
yeah.. basically i was tumbling, and mid-air someone was in the spot where i land so my feet hit their back and i fell face first (literally my neck was holding my body weight) into the mat.. and i heard my neck crack.. i was bugging out i thought i like broke my neck or something.. but my whole left face is a rug burn and the necks sprained and i have a brace.. so thats cool
mom let me stay home today, so i just woke up about an hour ago. i have practice today and im supposed to go watch but idk if i can because i have to to go the doctor. so wahtever
it's been a really really hard month for me and the family n stuff, idk lots n lots of stuff going on n idk, just hasnt been easy.. and i havent been in the mood. idk how to handle the stress, i kinda just wanna stay home forever and not leave or do anything except maybe see andrew this weekend.. hes my motivation to get better n be able to go out, ugh i dont like this at all :[ :[
laguna last night like ruined my night even more, i hate feeling bad for LC but i always like want to cry :[
grrr, stupid boyyyyyyyys. stupid everythinggg
i want out.
fuckkkk