a real post..
well... so im sitting here...
hmmm... so.. i have a VERY bad headache.. all the time.. i had a sleep apnia test the other day.. and it waspretty much horrid
i feel very aggrivated by just about everyone latley... just going through somestuff...
ive made bad desisions for a while now. just in attitude.. you can tell that God isnt exactly here... or in me..
but the truth is.. im not letting him in.. ive really got to open up..and let Him in..because he makes everything better..
I havent talked to anyoneabout it.. maybe thats what i need.. or just to get trough the emptiness by myself.. i feel like.. o well i was baptised so.. im good ill get to heaven no matter what.. but that isnt true.. i still have to have God in my heart.. and He is.. just not showing..im not letting him..
on a happier note.. there is only a few more school days....UNTILL I GRADUATE!!!!!! woot woot.. all mygrades are up.. i have been busting my hump to get them that way too.. lol ive done allthe projects.. typed all the papers.. and whateverelse i needed to do.. so as of now.. my graduation party is july 2.. o yea.. then I turn 18 july 29 heck yes.
and... i have a job over the summer... with no taxes taken out.. heck yes to that.. ok well hanna i hope your happy that i posted.. now lets pretend like we are postage stamps!!!
hmmm... so.. i have a VERY bad headache.. all the time.. i had a sleep apnia test the other day.. and it waspretty much horrid
i feel very aggrivated by just about everyone latley... just going through somestuff...
ive made bad desisions for a while now. just in attitude.. you can tell that God isnt exactly here... or in me..
but the truth is.. im not letting him in.. ive really got to open up..and let Him in..because he makes everything better..
I havent talked to anyoneabout it.. maybe thats what i need.. or just to get trough the emptiness by myself.. i feel like.. o well i was baptised so.. im good ill get to heaven no matter what.. but that isnt true.. i still have to have God in my heart.. and He is.. just not showing..im not letting him..
on a happier note.. there is only a few more school days....UNTILL I GRADUATE!!!!!! woot woot.. all mygrades are up.. i have been busting my hump to get them that way too.. lol ive done allthe projects.. typed all the papers.. and whateverelse i needed to do.. so as of now.. my graduation party is july 2.. o yea.. then I turn 18 july 29 heck yes.
and... i have a job over the summer... with no taxes taken out.. heck yes to that.. ok well hanna i hope your happy that i posted.. now lets pretend like we are postage stamps!!!