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hmm yeah so ill start w/the other day. i finaly got the balls to tell someone how i was feeling. i got wicked nervous, so not like me. oh well, i got it off my chest i guess. but i still duno what the...response i suppose u could say was. he seemed wicked outa it, so we shall see.
tuesday i had to get drug tested to work at sears. um ya peeing in front of some weird lady was NOT fun. at all. i passed tho so thats all that matters. idk why i wouldnt, ive never done a damn thing in my life.
yesterday i had practice from 10-12 and it was soo hot out i think it got to like 90 degrees. in april. !!!!! it said 87 at gateway auto around 4 so yeah, i'd say it was around 90 at noon. after practice i did 3 hrs of calc studying in ms stinsons room. i think like 10 of us were there, it was more talking than working but w/e lol. then after calc me and anna went to her house and then a movie. i went out!! holy crap!! haha she drove and we went to c ice princess. and actually for a g rated movie it was wicked good. yes guys i chose it lol. that was fun, me and her talked abt a lot of stuff...and we came to the conclusion that boys stink...and theyre clueless lol.
today...well lets see it was my first day as an actual associate @ sears, but it was training. online. holy crap was it easy, and boring. u hafta be an idiot not to know some of those answers from common sense! i was sitting in the chair in the pr office waiting for dianne and this girl walked by and shes like hey u here for an interview? and im like no training and shes like ouch i did that last week have fun u'll be sittin in front of that computer for 3 days. i was like oh crap..not fun. i was dreading it then, and then i filled out a crapload of paperwork. and then i went on the computer but once i started it...it flew by and i jus hadda skim the crap to pass the online tests at the end. and..i finished it in an hr lol. not 3 days :-P so i go to dianne and im like umm...im done. and she looked at me like what?! but then she said i hadda leave! cuz i couldnt do anything else until im put into the system, which i guess is overnight or w/e. so i got paid for 4 hrs of work and i only did like...1.5 lol. i left sears n went to target and got another pair of sunglasses since sum1 stepped on them at practice yesterday :-/. i borrowed the money from my bro since im broke, and got the same ones so my mom wont know i broke the ones she got me lol. yeah..then i walked around the mall looking at stuff for the next hr and then i called my mom and went home. i cleaned my room up when i got home lol...first time in a wicked long time. and then i took soph for a walk and here i am...so thats it.
ok...and...i realized something. i talked so sum1 today that i havent seen since i was in 8th grade (other than that time like 2 weeks ago at friendlys but we dint talk so it doesnt count!)lol back in the day i think i had a huge crush on him...but honestly i dont quite remember anymore. i just figured eh why not just say whats up? but it got me thinking abt life now and what it would be had i not transferred to gateway freshman year. im not really too thrilled w/how things have gone...as far as social stuff and friends goes. i mean academically its been cool, ive done really well. sports is ok, but i miss that too from westfield. all these ppl i usta be really good friends with, where i used to feel like i belonged, i dont even know anymore. thats part of what motivated me to talk to him. to see, like how things have changed. its like making a new friend. and that feels so weird. idk, just a thought i figured i'd write down. its kinda depressed me a lil. i wonder how my love life would be going if i still went to westfield...
tuesday i had to get drug tested to work at sears. um ya peeing in front of some weird lady was NOT fun. at all. i passed tho so thats all that matters. idk why i wouldnt, ive never done a damn thing in my life.
yesterday i had practice from 10-12 and it was soo hot out i think it got to like 90 degrees. in april. !!!!! it said 87 at gateway auto around 4 so yeah, i'd say it was around 90 at noon. after practice i did 3 hrs of calc studying in ms stinsons room. i think like 10 of us were there, it was more talking than working but w/e lol. then after calc me and anna went to her house and then a movie. i went out!! holy crap!! haha she drove and we went to c ice princess. and actually for a g rated movie it was wicked good. yes guys i chose it lol. that was fun, me and her talked abt a lot of stuff...and we came to the conclusion that boys stink...and theyre clueless lol.
today...well lets see it was my first day as an actual associate @ sears, but it was training. online. holy crap was it easy, and boring. u hafta be an idiot not to know some of those answers from common sense! i was sitting in the chair in the pr office waiting for dianne and this girl walked by and shes like hey u here for an interview? and im like no training and shes like ouch i did that last week have fun u'll be sittin in front of that computer for 3 days. i was like oh crap..not fun. i was dreading it then, and then i filled out a crapload of paperwork. and then i went on the computer but once i started it...it flew by and i jus hadda skim the crap to pass the online tests at the end. and..i finished it in an hr lol. not 3 days :-P so i go to dianne and im like umm...im done. and she looked at me like what?! but then she said i hadda leave! cuz i couldnt do anything else until im put into the system, which i guess is overnight or w/e. so i got paid for 4 hrs of work and i only did like...1.5 lol. i left sears n went to target and got another pair of sunglasses since sum1 stepped on them at practice yesterday :-/. i borrowed the money from my bro since im broke, and got the same ones so my mom wont know i broke the ones she got me lol. yeah..then i walked around the mall looking at stuff for the next hr and then i called my mom and went home. i cleaned my room up when i got home lol...first time in a wicked long time. and then i took soph for a walk and here i am...so thats it.
ok...and...i realized something. i talked so sum1 today that i havent seen since i was in 8th grade (other than that time like 2 weeks ago at friendlys but we dint talk so it doesnt count!)lol back in the day i think i had a huge crush on him...but honestly i dont quite remember anymore. i just figured eh why not just say whats up? but it got me thinking abt life now and what it would be had i not transferred to gateway freshman year. im not really too thrilled w/how things have gone...as far as social stuff and friends goes. i mean academically its been cool, ive done really well. sports is ok, but i miss that too from westfield. all these ppl i usta be really good friends with, where i used to feel like i belonged, i dont even know anymore. thats part of what motivated me to talk to him. to see, like how things have changed. its like making a new friend. and that feels so weird. idk, just a thought i figured i'd write down. its kinda depressed me a lil. i wonder how my love life would be going if i still went to westfield...