Idiotic Venting.
Crap 1:
I am so disapointed with myself, yet again. I got my marks today for biology and math. All you have to know is that I almost failed bio, and I'm not saying 'fail' as in my definition of fail, I mean fail as in 50% fail. Ms. Rudner said that people either did very well or terribly. I hate myself, I thought bio was the easiest exam I had and if I almost failed that, then what about physics?! I hate school, if I wasn't a little bit motivated, I think I would drop out. Come to think of it, I don't seem like I care much anymore, I only teared up for 5 mins after she told me and left... Stupid math too but I expected to do even worse, but then again I don't think Rousianos gave me the right mark cuz I just asked him in the hall and he seemed like he knew but I think he gave me the wrong mark... a higher wrong mark than I actually got which is sad as hell cuz it isn't even high at all.
Crap 2:
I have no idea why you are being such an asshole to me because I didn't do shit. Honestly, whatever I did you could at least tell me and stop acting like everything wrong with the world is my fault. For a second you actually made me feel like such crap that I wanted to die, I am not even joking. So whatever the fuck you think I did that screwed up everything, just say it. I don't think I have been this annoyed and pissed off since that hoe in gr 8 and honestly, that was fucking intense.
I am so disapointed with myself, yet again. I got my marks today for biology and math. All you have to know is that I almost failed bio, and I'm not saying 'fail' as in my definition of fail, I mean fail as in 50% fail. Ms. Rudner said that people either did very well or terribly. I hate myself, I thought bio was the easiest exam I had and if I almost failed that, then what about physics?! I hate school, if I wasn't a little bit motivated, I think I would drop out. Come to think of it, I don't seem like I care much anymore, I only teared up for 5 mins after she told me and left... Stupid math too but I expected to do even worse, but then again I don't think Rousianos gave me the right mark cuz I just asked him in the hall and he seemed like he knew but I think he gave me the wrong mark... a higher wrong mark than I actually got which is sad as hell cuz it isn't even high at all.
Crap 2:
I have no idea why you are being such an asshole to me because I didn't do shit. Honestly, whatever I did you could at least tell me and stop acting like everything wrong with the world is my fault. For a second you actually made me feel like such crap that I wanted to die, I am not even joking. So whatever the fuck you think I did that screwed up everything, just say it. I don't think I have been this annoyed and pissed off since that hoe in gr 8 and honestly, that was fucking intense.