for someone who doesnt want drama, i certainly have a whole lot of it right now...
and i really dont understand why.
and even when i try so damn hard to keep the drama out of my life...no matter what, its always there. i dont know why i keep giving people the benefit of the doubt or why i keep thinking things will change. im always the asshole in the situation and strangely, but not really, im always the one crying at the end of the night. i need to stop being stupid and i need to stop opening myself up to people and remember that i need to take care of me, and only me. stupid stupid stupid. when will i fucking learn?! this situation will never end well and i need to stop being naive and stupid in thinking that it will. stupid bri, stupid!!!!!!!!!
and even when i try so damn hard to keep the drama out of my life...no matter what, its always there. i dont know why i keep giving people the benefit of the doubt or why i keep thinking things will change. im always the asshole in the situation and strangely, but not really, im always the one crying at the end of the night. i need to stop being stupid and i need to stop opening myself up to people and remember that i need to take care of me, and only me. stupid stupid stupid. when will i fucking learn?! this situation will never end well and i need to stop being naive and stupid in thinking that it will. stupid bri, stupid!!!!!!!!!