i'm beginning to wonder...

[bahree]

if my way of thinking just doesnt exist. why do i go out of my way when it feels like its never returned? why do i even care so much? why do i even bother trying to explain why i feel like this when i shouldnt have to in the first place. whatever. i guess i just shouldnt expect so much from people. then again, no...that just doesnt cut it for me.

in the end i just wish people who give me the same respect that i try my damnest to give them. i wonder why its so damn hard for people when its so fucking TRIVIAL!