Boi's
Ok, so i REALLY REALLY like Skot! Prob more than i should :-) He's just incredible...almost too good to be true. But hey, sometimes there are those that just come along and sweep you off your feet when you least expect it hehehe. I'm terrified though of hurting him...i'm kinda damaged these days and dont want to inflict it upon this awesome boi'. So hopefully i wont scare him away with my reluctance or rather stupidity LOL. He's just the first boy i've really had an interest in since Mark and i dont want to mess it up but i dont want to get into something without giving it real thought. Damn me and my fear *sigh*. I know what i'm waiting for i just cant stand the fact that i'm waiting for it. I dont even know if i should be waiting still, maybe i should just give in, let go and try again. But it still comes back to not wanting to hurt him. He just seems like everything i'm looking for in a guy and then some. PLUS HE'S HOT AS HELL!! (always a bonus hehehe) He's also totally easy to talk to. We seem to find ourselves talking for hrs, even the first time we talked. For some reason we just seem to click. Skot, when you read this, i just want you to know i adore you. I absolutly hope that we can end up something more whether its a long long friendship or something else ;-) You're one of the best people i've met in a long time and i hope things in the future get better than they already are. Total kisses to you Skot!