It's Never Easy
I have one serious thing to talk about and then two abnormally random things to talk about. We'll start with the serious one.
I know everything can't be all happy and perfect with a relationship. But the ups and downs are all new to me cause I have never had a serious relationship before. I hate feeling that I am not doing enough or that I have done something wrong. But it's such an amazing feeling when you see her and she gives you the most beautiful smile that you've ever seen. I don't even know why I feel like this. Everything's fine. I just feel like I'm going to screw this up because I don't really know what I'm doing. I just hope that I can make her as happy as she makes me.
Alright, idiot boyfriend issues aside. Where the hell did Jay Ford come from? Last week, I saw Jay Ford on three straight days. The first day I saw him, I kind of gave him one of those cool guy head-nod-hellos and then the next day I think I may have actually said 'hi' and then the third day I said 'what's up.' But yeah, that was just kinda weird and yeah, I'm just gonna stop talking on that one.
I'm not a 'cool kid' so I have come across some cool guy lingo that I just can't grasp my fingers around. At the most recent football game and at most football games, I sit in the student section with the preppy kids that get wasted and are in fraternities and such. What I always notice is that they use the word 'rip' like its some magical term that makes them look cool. It's really annoying cause I hate it when people try and act cool and think that they are hot shit and treat people like shit especially women. My friend Kim has this friend that she met at a party and he's basically her random sex pal for whenever each of them want to get down. Anyway, he treats her like she's nothing which pisses me off because no girl deserves to be treated like that. OK, I really changed subjects there.
I know everything can't be all happy and perfect with a relationship. But the ups and downs are all new to me cause I have never had a serious relationship before. I hate feeling that I am not doing enough or that I have done something wrong. But it's such an amazing feeling when you see her and she gives you the most beautiful smile that you've ever seen. I don't even know why I feel like this. Everything's fine. I just feel like I'm going to screw this up because I don't really know what I'm doing. I just hope that I can make her as happy as she makes me.
Alright, idiot boyfriend issues aside. Where the hell did Jay Ford come from? Last week, I saw Jay Ford on three straight days. The first day I saw him, I kind of gave him one of those cool guy head-nod-hellos and then the next day I think I may have actually said 'hi' and then the third day I said 'what's up.' But yeah, that was just kinda weird and yeah, I'm just gonna stop talking on that one.
I'm not a 'cool kid' so I have come across some cool guy lingo that I just can't grasp my fingers around. At the most recent football game and at most football games, I sit in the student section with the preppy kids that get wasted and are in fraternities and such. What I always notice is that they use the word 'rip' like its some magical term that makes them look cool. It's really annoying cause I hate it when people try and act cool and think that they are hot shit and treat people like shit especially women. My friend Kim has this friend that she met at a party and he's basically her random sex pal for whenever each of them want to get down. Anyway, he treats her like she's nothing which pisses me off because no girl deserves to be treated like that. OK, I really changed subjects there.