Oh, the drama

[bahnecrophilia]

For a few weeks, I had a crush on this girl Ashley, who I had met last year and had gotten really close to this year. So after a 6 year drought, I had mustered up the courage to ask her out, which for me is huge because I am enormously shy when it comes to girls. Last week on Sunday, she comes up to our room because she wanted to borrow some movies. She picks out her movies and we talk for about 2 and half hours. My roommate, TJ, showed up around then and she treated him like crap as she usually does. So, about 30 minutes later, she leaves with her movies. Later that night, she tells me that she has something to tell me. So, I'm thinking she is just going to say what I want her to say, but I was way off. She says that she likes my roommate TJ. So, I was just crushed. I didn't know what to say, I didn't know what to think. I just put my head down in shock. That night I went to bed feeling the worst I had in a really long time. Never had I felt that way about a girl that I thought felt the same way. So, Monday was one of the worst days of my life and it was visible to anyone around me. I barely talked all day and despite concerns I told everyone I was fine. Then comes Tuesday and things just get even crazier. She decides that she is going to tell TJ that she likes him. She calls him and tells her how she feels. I'm sure he was shocked considering she treats him like shit. But he told her that he didn't feel the same and that he wouldn't do anything knowing that I liked her. So, your thinking... uh oh, now she's knows that I like her. She calls her friend April to ask her about what she should do and April kinda made things worse cause she didn't really know the whole story. Anyway, Ashley yelled at her for like 10 minutes and then called me. She asks me if I like her. I lied and said that I had liked her, but I didn't really feel the same anymore, which was partially true, but I still kinda liked her. Then comes the final bullet. She says I kinda knew that you liked me. So, when she asked out my roommate, that bitch knew that I liked her and yet she still went ahead with it not even caring about my feelings. Wedensday was yet another crappy day because of a test and thinking of Ashley. But around Thusrday, I finally realized that I didn't need to deal with someone who would do something that shallow. So, I finally got over her. The past few days I have been giving her a taste of her own medicine. I haven't been asnwering any of her calls and avoiding her. I was at a friend's room cause they were getting ready for this basketball thing we were going to. She calls me right before the Rascal Flatts concert in Charleston. I was being short with her and then my friend Kim started tickling me and we were just goofing off and I wasn't paying any attention to Ashley who just stood on the other line of the phone. Finally, she hung up, which was awesome cause it probably pissed her off. Later that night, I was talking to Emily and my friend April saw me. I get off the phone with Emily and then I see Ashley walk past looking kinda upset and hurrying in the direction of April's dorm. So, then she called me and I didn't answer cause I don't give a shit about her, which further pissed her off.

But thankfully, I have pretty much gotten over her and have gotten over feeling bad abotu it with a great deal of thanks to Emily.