SHOCKHEAD CALAMITY CHRONICLES (part 1)

[bahhumbug0]

so far there are 3 parts to the shockhead calamity chronicles, but i started working on something today in science that has the potential to be number 4. they are all about the same person, but in a complicated mannor. i wrote all of these myself...and i dont care how they sound to anyone else, at the time that i wrote them they were exactly how i was feeling...in an in-direct totally-emo-lyric sorta way.

i wrote this one this past july.

SHOCKHEAD CALAMITY CHRONICLES (part 1)
---SHOCKHEAD SYMPTOMS---

and i swear, i promise you i'll never
ever let you in on my emotions
unless of course you ask
and for that, the greater task
of letting you in and onto me
will subsequentially
cause my stomach to stall.
im cutting all of me, and you can have the pieces
ALL.
the second i saw you again i saw your faults
whereas on a normal occasion this would be the worst time to fall
but you got that something
must be shockhead syndrome
your image keeps on smiling at me
despite this distance

waving goodbye
wasnt enough
your hand in mine
still makes me blush
you say me cry
you touched my blood
waving goodbye
it wasnt enough

let me let you in on how i feel, shockhead
it feels as though you're still watching me from night sky windows
never fading as the weeks go
when i first knew you inhabited the same site
and were the same as all of my kind
you left your mark on my left arm
like there was something to be said
that 'i love you' caused my jaw to plummet
right out of my head
you'll never know ILL LOVE YOU TOO
until the day that i drop dead
oh, shockhead
your symptoms make me self-consious and upset.

-'05 amb