wow
I have a livejournal because my other blog was too fuckin depressing. No one will prbly read this so..... I can say whatever I want to. hurrah. well. just now Niles dumped me (not in a mean way...wtf) he said it was for my own good. I'm so confused and hurt and just.... ug. I can't do it anymore. I sware to god (to bad im an athiest)... i just wanna run away all the time or just die.
Niles and rachel were the only people that really made me happy and now niles hates me and I'm not exactly allowed to see rachel.. so just FYI if my journal entries stop abruply without me giving a reason. I've commited suicide (i think it's hillarious that suicide is illegal) FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ug... and the worst part is... I think I am in love with Niles.. I know he didn't, and still doesn't (obviously), Like me like that... I'm so fuckin retarded!!!!! him and rachel were the only people who never made me cry... oh god... just happy that no one reads this....
Lie beside me
love is our addiction
tears, our antidote
blades our only alie
death our only realative
look at my eyes and tell me what you see
[chours]
The pale moon laughs at every mistake
The blue mist growing thicker
Filling my lungs with a passion
Filling my eyes with an art
Filling my heart with that long lost feeling
Peircing the glass
stay,jump,kiss,bang,love,die
Run. Run away from the poison
Tip-toe through life. trudge through the smog
Dont look at me like that
It's hard enough as it is
The seconds have never passed this slowly
[chours]
It's so loud
Unable to move or breathe
It's so hard to look at your face
When I do I know prefection
prefection through silence
could you please spaek up?
[chours]
good bye. good night moon,
ok this is just a load of some of the shit i'm feeling.. I know that it doesn't make any sence to you.. but it does to me
Niles and rachel were the only people that really made me happy and now niles hates me and I'm not exactly allowed to see rachel.. so just FYI if my journal entries stop abruply without me giving a reason. I've commited suicide (i think it's hillarious that suicide is illegal) FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ug... and the worst part is... I think I am in love with Niles.. I know he didn't, and still doesn't (obviously), Like me like that... I'm so fuckin retarded!!!!! him and rachel were the only people who never made me cry... oh god... just happy that no one reads this....
Lie beside me
love is our addiction
tears, our antidote
blades our only alie
death our only realative
look at my eyes and tell me what you see
[chours]
The pale moon laughs at every mistake
The blue mist growing thicker
Filling my lungs with a passion
Filling my eyes with an art
Filling my heart with that long lost feeling
Peircing the glass
stay,jump,kiss,bang,love,die
Run. Run away from the poison
Tip-toe through life. trudge through the smog
Dont look at me like that
It's hard enough as it is
The seconds have never passed this slowly
[chours]
It's so loud
Unable to move or breathe
It's so hard to look at your face
When I do I know prefection
prefection through silence
could you please spaek up?
[chours]
good bye. good night moon,
ok this is just a load of some of the shit i'm feeling.. I know that it doesn't make any sence to you.. but it does to me